Pain

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Asahi's POV

I kick a rock as I walk home. How could I be so stupid. Not noticing all those signs. I liked her a lot too. Guess I wasn't meant to be with her. She's so perfect. She's amazing in everyway.

I just let her slip through my fingers. She was so close to me and I just let her go. All of those opportunities missed. On the way to school. Walking her to class. Seeing her every morning at school. After school.

In the gym. So many more times. If only I could have shown her. Some how proved to her. If only I didn't take all those things back. If only I could kiss her just once.

Yumi's POV

I stop by Sakanoshita's to get some groceries. I get everything I need. I get some buns as a snack. "Are you gonna need help with those you got a lot. I could drive you." The manager says. "No it's okay. Maybe next time?" I ask. "Sure." He says. "Thank you." I say and go to walk out. I get down the street. I hear running behind me probably just a runner. I get to my front door. I go inside. "Yumi." I hear Asahi say. I freeze in my tracks. I set my groceries down inside. I turn around. He picks me up I wrap my legs around him so I don't fall. He holds me to him and kisses me. I just stay still. I want to kiss him. I shouldn't though. He holds me closer to him. This is the only chance I'll get to do this. I hold his shirt and kiss him back. "Wait this isn't right." I say. "I know but...I just wanted to kiss you just once. Just once before you were completely sure you didn't like me anymore. Daichi told me everything. I'm sorry that I didn't tell you. I'm sorry for all the mistakes I made. For every opportunity missed. I just wanted you to know that. I won't try and change your mind. I just don't want you to feel like. I was just pushing you away. That I made you feel unwanted. I really did. I wanted you so much." He says. I just grip his shirt and look down. It's silent between us. He sets me down. "I'll go now. I'll see you around Yumi." He says. "Yeah." I say. I go and put the groceries away. I take my buns to my room then plop on my bed. I wanted to kiss him for so long but it didn't feel as good as Kuroo's. I eat a bun. Kuroo's lips are so soft and he kisses me just right. He doesn't try too hard. Just the right amount of moisture and pressure. I want to kiss him so bad. I keep eating. The way he holds me. His strength. That look he has. His smirk. How well he plays. How he stretches. His thighs look nice.

His eyes and smile

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His eyes and smile. How his hair goes whoosh. I love how he looks at me. I grab another bun. I want to have a long relationship with him. To be his housewife and mother of his children. The thought of it makes me happy but nervous. I wonder what he's up to. I check my phone. He just then sends me a text. It's a picture. I look at it. I blush from the picture.

Kuroo ♥️: Hey hun just finished my work out I'm gonna shower brb

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Kuroo ♥️: Hey hun just finished my work out I'm gonna shower brb.

Y: >\\\\< you didn't have to show me this.

Kuroo ♥️: I thought you should have a reminder of what I look like.

Y: But you didn't have to be shirtless.

Kuroo ♥️: So you don't like me shirtless?

Y: I never said that you pervert. 😳

Kuroo ♥️: Well I'll take that as a love seeing you shirtless.

Y: You do have a nice build though.

Kuroo ♥️: Is that so?

Y: yes

Kuroo ♥️: Maybe next time when I see you you could feel it.

Y: Pervert

Kuroo ♥️: Oh you know you want to.

Y: I do know that I want to kiss you a lot.

Kuroo ♥️: Is that so?

Y: Yeah I thought about kissing you a lot today.

Kuroo ♥️: that's so cute!

Y: I miss them.

Kuroo ♥️: I miss your kisses too So I have a question?

Y: Shoot

Kuroo ♥️: I was wondering when you come back next time. We could go on a date.

Y: That'd be nice I'd love that.

Kuroo ♥️: Okay you'll find out once you get here. I have a few plans in mind.

Y: I have a feeling that you typed that in a perverted tone.

Kuroo ♥️: Maybe 😉

Y: Go shower

Kuroo ♥️: Yes ma'am

I put my phone down and eat another bun. I think I'm ready to let go. It felt like just now talking to him. It made all my sadness and doubts go away. Like there wasn't a reason to even think about it. I get my bag and pull my books out to study. Daichi comes in.

"Hey." He says. "Hey." I say. He comes and sits on my bed. "How are you doing?" He asks. "I'm better I talked to Kuroo and everything just faded. All my sadness and doubt was gone." I say and hand him a bun. He eats it. "So no more Asahi feelings?" He asks.

"Nope." I say. "Okay just asking. Everyone was worried about you. I told them you wanted to study for a test. I got on the team about studying. Cause they never study ever. We had a study session instead of practice after I saw their grades." He says finishing the bun. "Well I hope they do well. If they don't keep their grades up they'll have to be taken out of the club." I say. "I'll use that as motivation." He says. "Good idea." I say. "Are you going to come back to the club?" He asks. "I will the guys will get curious then the team won't function right. It'll fall apart and that'll be no good." I say.

He plops next to me and holds me to him. "I'm sorry about all of this." He says. I hold him back. "It's not your fault." I say. "But I could have asked sooner about Asahi. Then maybe you'd be spared from all of this." He says. "I'll kiss all over your face if you keep blaming yourself. Or I could lay on top of you till your body goes numb." I say. "Your threats don't scare me." He says.

"Oh they will." I say and stare at him. He tries to stare back. "Okay okay it's not my fault." He says. "Good." I say. "So anymore buns left." He asks. "Mhm I got enough for us obviously." I say.

TBC...

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