what if i die tonight? what if i give up and don't put up a fight?
what if this was how i was supposed to die? what if i leave without saying goodbye?
what if you don't miss me? what if this is destiny?
as i slowly breathe my last breath, will i miss you? or would it be you the one that i forget?
i m getting tired, i m getting scared. what if my death is for the best?
i thought of stopping myself, reaching out. but here i am with a knife in my hand, i lost.
as i leave, i wish held on a little longer, to see if i ever turned stronger.
even if i seem strong, i am not,
i dont wanna live long.this is my goodbye, i hope that even if i gave up, you don't, i hope you give it one last try.