Chapter 7✨

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I hadn't talked to Kentrell since the day I went to get my clothes, I really wanted to talk to him but I just knew I couldn't. I was kind of forcing myself to break up with him, my mind was telling me to leave him but my heart wanted to give him another chance. It was a Tuesday afternoon in Algebra, hoodie on my head, black leggings, my pastel crocs along with my fuzzy socks. I was dozing off when I finally caught myself and asked the teacher to get a drink of water so I could wake myself up. I was walking slow down the hallway to waste as much time as I could so I wouldn't have to be class. I had gotten to the end of the hallway when I heard, "Say Jayda" I stopped my heart began to race. He didn't have to say anything else I knew exactly who that voice belonged to, I turned around slowly and Kentrell was already walking up to me. "You got 3 minutes I gotta get back to class" I said I kind of irritatedly trying to act like I didn't want to talk to him when lords knows I was kind of happy to see him. "Jayda give me another chance please, i know this shit sound crazy but you make me feel some shit I never felt before like real love... love i ain't felt since my momo died". My face went from irritated to concerned Kentrell never mentioned anything about his grandma dying , after a couple seconds of silence he started up again. "I'm not use to a real relationship and I got to learn, I thought after you left I could get over you but I couldn't you ain't like no other hoe I ever had you special... all I'm tryna say is please just give me another chance". I don't know if Kentrell had a spell apon me or I just really liked him, most boys I'll laugh in their face and find a new boyfriend. Kentrell was different it felt I had to be with him, it didn't feel right if wasn't. I just stood there looking around like I was looking for a reason to say No. I felt Kentrell staring at me and I gave in and just shook my head, a smile crept onto Kentrell's face before I felt his warm embrace. I've hugged many people in my life but Kentrell has had the best hugs by far, it's kind of weird how if I had the time to, I'll stay in Kentrell's arms for hours. He pulled away grabbed me by neck kissed me and said, "you all mines ma" I just rolled my eyes and smiled. "AYE GET BACK TO CLASS" is the only thing the teacher had to say before me and Kentrell sped walked away and eventually ducked off into a corner. We Resumed our little kissing session until Kentrell's hands slipped from my back, to a tight grip on my ass, then some how into my pants. I pulled away and whispered "da fuck you doing", "come onnnnnn Jayda" Kentrell said in a whining voice while placing his hand under my shirt. I backed up a little from Kentrell and said, "I don't know what hoes you been fucking with but Ian finna fuck you in public let alone in school". Kentrell smacked his lips and said, "you lucky I truly love and care for you Or else yo ass would've been bent over right now". I laughed a little stuck up my middle finger walking off until I felt my hoodie grabbed and me stumble back a little. Kentrell spun me around looked and said, "I know you ain't leaving without giving me a kiss". It was a mix of Kentrell light brown eyes, his Louisiana accent, and his soft lips that made me melt inside. After we pulled away I began the long walk back to my class, luckily when I was about 2 doors down from the classroom the bell rang. I hurried in there to get my books and barely making it out past the teacher who I knew would question me to death about where I had been. The rest of the day was smoove, every time Kentrell will see me in the hallway he'll always make his way over to kiss and hug me letting everyone know that we were back together. I saw the side eyes and heard the whispers but I wasn't really phased I was just happy to be in Kentrell's arms. I made a promise to never go back or see my mother again and I was sticking to it, after me and Kentrell broke up I was staying with Jaliyah and her family. Me, Jaliyah, and her little were sitting on her bed playing a game of UNO, "I WON BITCH" Jaliyah yelled right before my phone rang. Her little sister Jayla passed it to me "it's Ken-Trell", Jaliyah immediately looked at me. "Wassup Bae" I said with a slight smile while Jaliyah acted like she shot herself in the head with an imaginary gun which made me die of laughter. After about 2 minutes of me straight laughing Kentrell was finally able to say, "I'm on my way to get you I feel we need to talk oh and bring some clothes I don't know why yo ass thought you were just gonna leave". I chuckled while saying, "ok Kentrell" and hung up as soon as I hung up Jaliyah jumped up singing WAP but CARDI B and Megan Thee Stallion. I rolled my eyes pulled her down and asked her was I making the right decision. She just kind of shrugged her shoulders while saying, "I've known Kentrell for a while now and I've seen Buku girls come and go but I never seen him treat one like he do you". "That's this WAP" is all I said before me and Jaliyah fell back into laughter until the sound of my phone ringing made both of us sit up and of course it was Kentrell. I packed about a week worth of clothes and told Jaliyah I'll be back to get the rest of stuff. She hugged me and whispered in my ear, "I want a niece" I playfully pushed her while shaking my head as I walked to the car. Once I got in I couldn't help but notice how fine Kentrell was, his hair in a twisted Afro, his carameled colored eyes, his diamonds glistening, and the little stubble he was growing on his chin topped it all off. "What you looking at" quickly snapped me out of my thoughts, "Huh- Uh nothing we can go" I said sitting back he kissed me and we pulled off. We had been driving for about 20 minutes when we pulled into this cemetery, "what the hell-" is what I started to say until Kentrell parked the car and said "this is where I come to think". I just leaned back in my chair a little while quietly saying oh, we were quiet just sitting there until Kentrell told me to get in the back seat. I was hesitant for a second but eventually climbed and sat on the seat while Kentrell got out to get in the back. I leaned against the door thinking me and Kentrell were about to do something but I was wrong. Kentrell put my legs into the seat so his lower body could lean on them and he placed his head on my chest. I rubbed his chest and played in his hair while saying "Talk to me Trell". His voice was so soft, calm, and soothing "you know you the only girl I ever brought here and gave head to". I was having mixed emotions after he said that but I just leaned down and kissed him. "Kentrell you ain't really tell me about yo life", I heard Kentrell take a deep breath before he began to speak so I knew he was going to have a story to tell. "Shit I got a li brother and sister, my mama was in my life but my grandma mostly raised me well she damn near raised everybody.... and the day she died is the day my mind got fucked up, my daddy in jail so he ain't hear to teach me shit". He stopped and looked up at me I was on the verge of tears but held them back, "you wanna know why I fuck so many girls"? "Why?", "because this nigga dat use to sell up the block from me told me fucking hoes take yo pain away ever since I heard that I thought it did so I just started getting girl after girl fucked around and had my first kid at 14". I just made a shocked face until Kentrell sat up and pulled me onto my lap while running my outer thigh. "I'm still going through shit and fighting demons every fucking day, but when I fuck you, hug you, kiss you, be under you, shit just look at you I feel something". "Feel what Kentrell" I said softly while rubbing his arm, "I feel real true genuine love, the love I haven't felt since my grandma and I'm trying I swear I'm trying to give you the same love in return it's just hard because I know I love you  I just don't know how to express it fully and I don't just want to just express it through sex....I'm still learning Jayda". Before Kentrell could say anything else I already wrapped my arms around him, it almost felt like we were about to cry or something but we didn't. Eventually we began to talk about the dumb shit we did as we were younger and just talked about our past. I didn't say it to Kentrell but as I laid next to him that night I began to think of what he said about me giving him a different type of love, and how he felt he didn't give it back. Well he was wrong because the love and vibe Kentrell give off is almost like a drug to me I can't let it go or else I won't feel right!

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