After her Dad dying and her being forced to travel from Florida to Louisiana to live with her drug addicted mother and having to start at a new school in her junior year Jayda is nothing but sad! She knew no one at the school so she was alone until...
"Ms.Johnson" me and Jaliyah quickly snapped our heads back just to see Ms.Tay our counselor making her way towards us. "I'll see you at lunch" Jaliyah said as she walked into Gym class. I stopped walking and waited for Ms.Tay to catch up to me, Ms.Tay was that teacher that every student was cool with so of course I didn't mind talking to her on my way to class. "Ou' girl this all yo' hair" she said squeezing the puff ball that sat on my top of head, I chuckled while shaking my head yes. She was about to say something else when we both saw Kentrell walk out of the girls bathroom. Me and Kentrell just stared at each other not saying a word. We snapped out of it when we heard, "Mr.Gaulden I don't care what you do off campus, but please don't do that in this building", "yes ma'am" and just like that he walked off still looking back at me. "Y'all must be broken up" she said nudging me, I just shrugged "Mhm, Come in my office for a minute. I stepped in her brightly colored office with many posters saying "what goes on in here stays in here", I pulled out the chair sat my book bag down and plopped down in the chair. Me and Ms.Tay got close after I finally opened up to her about my mother and my living situation, I was super nervous because I didn't want social services or the law getting involved but surprisingly she hasn't told anyone. "So you start looking at colleges yet" she said while Stapling papers and chewing gum, "Southern is my number 1 right now". "Why", "It's a Hbu, it has the best nursing program in Louisiana, and I can get in-state tuition" she just looked up with a smile "Keep bringing in them A's you probably won't have to pay". I began to smile until she said, "look Jayda I didn't bring you in hear to talk about college and stuff" after she said that my smile faded and i immediately looked up. "Now Jayda whenever you were on your cycle you'll come in here get something to eat and lay down during study hall, you haven't been in here in 2 months". My head dropped I just stared at the ground trying to think of a quick lie I could tell her, "I-Um...I" I couldn't even get my words out I sounded dumb as fuck trying to speak. "Jay-Jay I ain't dumb, I know you pregnant and I know it's Kentrell's" I couldn't say anything all I could do was shake my head and feel the warm tears slowly stream down my face. "It's life it ain't nothing to be sad about" she said handing me a tissue and pulling her chair over next to me. "Now people gon' talk about you for having a baby young, but as long as you continue to grind and be the best mother and person you can be fuck what everybody gotta' say" she said picking my head up and dabbing my tears. "Now with your grades senior year you'll have half days which means if you want you can get a little job, I suggest you start looking now for one you can get this summer since school does end in 3 months". "I will" I said playing with the little zipper on my jacket, "I've known Kentrell since his freshman year here and this whole time I've seen him get girl after girl but you the first one I've ever seen him look at the way he do, and I know for sure y'all love each other but I know that boy put stress on you when you see him with these bald head tail li' girls' ". We just laughed a little, "but all I'm trying to say is keep him around only for the baby" it took a minute for it to click but when it did I immediately started shaking my head yes. She had a point but at the same time I didn't want to leave Kentrell it was like he had me on a spell or something to the point were I felt I needed him. After about 5 minutes of us talking about whatever we could think off, I finally grabbed my bag and started making my way to my next class. The hallway was packed of course but some how Kentrell still managed to find me. I felt my arm get pulled and I quickly snatched my arm back turned around to look and it was Kentrell. My heart kind of sank, I hadn't spoken with Kentrell since we left Florida and that was 3 weeks ago. I stepped off to the side and Kentrell followed, "I don't want to hear Jackson mouth so hurry up" I said clenching my social studies textbook. " what you and Ms.Tay talk about in there" I just shrugged looking around trying to avoid eye contact. "Jayda I know when you lying you always be looking around, now what da' fuck y'all was talking about". "She was just asking me about college stuff Damn" I said turning around and walking away, "Say who da' fuck you think you talking to" Kentrell said aggressively grabbing and squeezing my arm. The few people that were left in the hallways quickly turned around to see what was happening. "Lemme' go" I said yanking my arm away and quickly going into social studies, I could see it all in Kentrell's face he wanted to smack the shit out of me but he knew he couldn't since people were around. The rest of the day I tried to avoid Kentrell, until it was the end of the day. Jaliyah had gone back inside to grab her homework so I just stood near Herm and B-Way all of a sudden I felt somebody try to push my soul out of my body damn near. I already knew who it was I didn't have to turn around or say anything, Herm and B-Way didn't know what happened with me and Kentrell so they just thought we were play fighting. "Ain't nobody hea' to save yo' li' ass now", he said walking closer and closer to me "Kentrell back the fuck up" I said still walking back. It was to the point where I ran into the brick wall, by this time he had me cornered. I was preparing myself to get punched or something but instead I got kissed, I was a little confused. "I ain't that dumb to do that shit in public" is what he whispered in my ear, kissed me one more time and walked off. It took me a minute to process what he'd said but by the time I did Jaliyah was already walking towards him. "Say why da' fuck you keep messing with hea'" she said semi pushing him, "I gave hea' a kiss... what I can't kiss my guh' " Kentrell said glaring in my direction. "JALIYAH...he hea' let's go", she just shook her head and walked with me to her brothers car. "Leave his abusive ass before I gotta' kill a motherfucka'", the whole ride I just wondered everybody was telling me to stop messing with Kentrell and leave him alone...were they right?
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