A Faint Light

Day After

*Next Day*

Izuku's POV

*You know that gasp when you wake up from a bad dream*

*Heavy breathing that after a short while calms down*

              Huhh...What a dream. I was a...hero. A hero, don't make yourself laugh Izuku. Though it all felt real, like it was some alternative universe. I vividly remember standing alongside Kachan and though everything was the same, we started to become real friends. I had a quirk in the dream, I was one of the top people in my hero class. I even...saved four little kids. One was a little boy with spiky black hair and a red cap, the next a little girl with long white hair and one horn, and the last two was a pair of twins, a boy and girl with brown hair. They all thanked me, and those encounters were what being a hero is really about. But I didn't save just kids, I saved Kachan and many others. I became a great hero. I even had a bunch of friends. I wish I could go back to that dream. That fate would've been better.

                         HAHAHAHAHAHA. I SHOULDN'T. AHHHHHHHHH. How pitiful I truly am. Look at yourself Izuku, you're not the same person as in that dream. You can't even compare to that fantasy. THE WORLD HATES YOU! IT WANTS YOU TO SUFFER! WHAT did I even...do. I've always wondered why the world hates me so much. I DON"T EVEN FEEL LIKE A VILLAIN. JUST A SIDE MEMBER. I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING "EVIL" YET, I SWEAR I'll DO SOMETHING!

                  If I was a hero...I would want to save the world with my smile, just like All Might. Although he crushed me, I would want to be everyone's hope. My light would shine the brightest! I would have so much support, everything would be fine. It would help ease all the pain; I could give hope to people just like me. ...Huh...I'm crying... The tears are starting to well up. I haven't cried over something like this in a while. I'm not cut out for this world...Maybe I should....

"IZU- CHAN IT'S TIME FOR BREAKFAST!!!" Toga screamed through the door.

"ALRIGHT BE THERE IN A SECOND!" I yelled back. 

             Wait, I need to calm down. They'll definitely pester me about it, right? Wait...what are you saying...why does everything seem so hazy? I hastily walk out the door, and into the bar area I go. What am I saying, everything is so fuzy. What's going own?

"You're finally up, well Kurogiri made pancakes. They're pretty good, here I got you plate Izuku," Dabi welcomed me. 

"Oh, Thank-you! Sorry, I think I had a dream last night, not sure" I lied.

            They all nodded in agreement, I ate while  trying to focus on that dream. But if I do that I'll start crying. I think that dream broke some sort of spell. I feel different, it's like I've finally opened my eyes for the first time in a while. It's hard to describe. My memories still hella hasy, like this fog won't lift. Maybe I'll remember in time, this is going to take time Izuku. You have to act natural, don't draw suspension to yourself.

"That dream must be really important to Izu-chan! Oi, Izu-chan I can be your dream!" Toga says excitedly.

I'll hunt for my own dreams...

"No thank-you!" I say smiling.

She gives me a poutty face. And with that I will take this pancake and eat it. I feel a strain on my head. I touch my face, to feel a huge bandaid. They have....

"What happened???"

"Well... You know the Bangs we bought. Well we all went sorta crazy with the extra amount of energy. So we started fighting each other, and I accidentally went a bit overboard with you. Sorry Izu-chan!" Toga exclaims. 

Oh it's okay!"

            It really wasn't though. It kind of hurts. No scratch that it really hurt. But as I eat I started to feel funny, maybe I'm sick. My head hurts so much, my memories aren't there. Why? I barely remember anything. The things I do remember are the every sad event that's happened. What happened to everything else. OR is there only that? I remember letting things like this slide. For some reason my emotions are all out of wack here, I should be more sad, but it's funny I can't feel a thing. I'm to numb to care. That dream woke me up. What should I do???? I have to act...

"Oy... IZUKU!"

"Huh!"

I see a hand wave in front of me.

"Sorry.."

"What did the dream intel?"

"Oh... You know I was a hero....and I had a quirk.... Or something like that...."

"I see.. Well you should leave that dream behind. You don't need it, " Tomura told me.

I nod affirmatively.

"Yeah... Fuck the heros!" I yelled.

An audible gasp and then a round of clapping ensued. AHAHAHA Fuck those heros, I don't need them at all. NOBODY CAN SAVE ME NOW!

"Yes, indeed," Kurogiri told me. 

(Jumpping over to Todoroki)

Todoroki's POV

I can't believe he doesn't remember me... But why? What did they do to him? What if he never remembers me? I couldn't handle that....

*A knock on the door*

"Oi, half and half can I come in?"

Bakugou? No you can't, I don't want you to.

*The door opens*

"Hey SHUT THE FUCK UP! LIKE ICY-HOT WE BOTH MISS HIM. SO LET'S GO AND LOOK INSTEAD OF MOPPING AROUND!" He yells at me.

He's right, if I sit and mop over this we won't be able to find him. And off we went.

No-one's POV

         It had been a few weeks since Deku was kidnapped, and in that time, they managed to get the hint he's still alive. However, he's working for them, which means he must've been brainwashed, right? They started digging in areas around the convenience store, but they've competently fooled U.A. As he was on the other side of town. Preparing for something big. But, first they have to ease Izuku into this. 

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Sorry for not posting for so long, I had an extremely stressful week... It's whatever though. So, yeah hope you enjoyed this chapter.