The Heart Wants What It Wants ➳ Harlena

Chapter 37 : The tape

Chapter 37 : “The tape.

Since the party harry has been calling me non-stop, however, he suddenly stop calling me. Is he giving up? You know like they say, if you really love the bird you won’t give up until you have ‘em back in your arms. But i think harry is giving up.

His voicemail is all about i’m sorry. Please forgive me. I miss you. But what i’m worried about is, he doesn’t say i love you.

“Hello?”

“Can we meet up? We need to talk.”

“Great. I was about to call you to ask the same but yeah of course, where?”

“I’ll go to your house, just give me your address.”

“Fine,”

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“So what’s up?” He asked, once i sat down on his couch. His house is not that big and not that small either, it’s a medium size. Probably fit for five or four people.

“You said you wanted to tell me something, why don’t you spit it out first?” I asked.

“Fine. I need you to see this, it’s a video where my men spy on brianna and harry.” My eyes widened.

“When?” I asked.

“Three days ago, on wednesday.” That’s when harry stop calling me.

“Here check this out.” He tap the video on his phone and hand it to me as i take it slowly my eyes not leaving the screen.

Brianna walk further until she reach the lake – she’s at the park – and that’s where harry sat on the bench with his head hung low.

“Harry, you call?” Brianna spoke and sat beside him, harry lift his head up and turn to brianna.

“Y-yeah.”

“What’s wrong?” Brianna asked.

“I-I don’t know. This, this is all wrong.”

“What do you mean? You said you leave her soon. And you said you still love me? I still love you harry. Our love is stronger than ever. You can’t love me and her at the same time.”

Harry’s planning to leave me?

“I don’t know brianna, i love you, i love her. It’s complicated.” Harry sighed as he stood up and pace back and forth.

“They say if you love two birds at the same time choose the second one. Because if you really love the first one, you would’nt have fallen for the second one. But i know deep inside that you love me harry. I know you just using her so you’ll forget about me. Well maybe you’re not using her since you love her, but that’s the same.”

Brianna then stood up and grab harry’s chin, they stare at each other’s eyes until brianna spoke, “I love you harry.” and with that their lips crashed. The video ended.

I was froze. I don’t know what i feel right now. But i feel confused, betrayed, broken, and angry at the same time. They still love each other. Those i love you’s that harry told me was half lied. Those things that we do was just for his pleasure and to forget about her.

“I’m sorry you have to see this but, it’s for your best selena. You can’t stay with him when he’s still in love with his first love.” Zayn spoke.

“I didn’t mean to be a relationship destroyer, i’m just stating the fact. The fact that you can’t be with him when he still in loves with his past girlfriend.” He continues.

“N-no, you did the right thing to told me.” I look down to my lap, letting a tear fall from my eye.

“His love made me feel crazy and this is all, made me feel like it’s my fault.” I sniffed. “I’m sorry,” I apologize as i wipe my tears, suddenly i felt Zayn hugs me. I don’t know why but i react by hugging him back and cry on his shoulder.

“I didn’t mean to sound like a creep but all this time i send another men to spy on you. He caught you where you always call him to hangout but he’s always busy and all. He’s not. He’s seeing brianna. And when he said he needed to spend time with his dad, he’s not. He’s with brianna.”

That made me cry harder. It really hurts. My heart. It really f*ckin hurts.

“I’m here selena. It’s okay. Just let it out.”

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. . . I dont know what to say . . . I am very sorry . . .