The Heart Wants What It Wants ➳ Harlena

Chapter 41 : His Note.

a/n : This will be a very short chapter (:

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Chapter 41 : His Note

          ~ A couple of weeks later ~

“Thanks for the ride Zayn!” I waved, he just honk his car and drive off. I smiled and turn my heel to walk towards my house. I open the door and close it back, seeing my grandma sitting on the couch while reading her book.

“Oh there you are sweetheart, someone drop this for you.” She hands me an envelope. I look confused and look back up to her, “Who drop it?”

“I think you better read it.” She smiles and stood up entering the kitchen. I sigh and jog upstairs to my room, as soon as I got there I close the door shut and plopped on my bed, opening the envelope pulling the paper out. The smell is familiar, the smell is like, the guy that I used to be with.

Dear Selena,

Hey love . . . It’s me harry. How are you? Have you found the right men that could love you like I love you?

I am very sorry for everything, for destroying you, and for make you broken. I am very sorry. I wanted you to forgive me, live a better life. And maybe forget about me, but mostly, don’t forget about our times when we used to laugh and share adorable kisses.

Now I’m with Brianna.

But just for you to know, I did what you want me to do. Leave my gang, and live a normal life without bad guys chasing me. I did this for her too, but ust just for you to know, that I love you with all my heart when we were dating.

If you still hurt because of me, I’m sorry that, I’m the guy that got you scattered in pieces. That made you crazy becayse because of my love for you.

That’s it.

Yours sincerely, harry.

I didn’t realize that I was crying while reading the note, I was sobbing, hand over my heart trying to control my breathing. I fall down on my bed, my left arm stretching letting off the paper fall from my grip. Hugging the blanket and sobbed. The bed’s getting cold and you’re not here. When we were dating, I was really madly in love with him, Until I already planned for our future. But when he became distant, the future that we hold and we talked about is so unclear. And when we became distant – we were dating – I’m not alive because he didn’t call. But I will alive until he call.

And when my friends told me to stay away, I didn’t listen to them. I made them save their advice ‘cause I won’t hear, they might be right but I don’t care. But then, this is what I got. He leave me. I thought we will be together forever. But when I caught him cheating, I know that there’s a million reasons why I should give him up.

I keep sobbing, until my pillow were soaked because of my tears. This is my tears for him. I miss him. This bed is really cold without him.

But then I think again, I thought we will be together forever. I calm down and sigh, but then I came with a conclusion, this is a modern fairytale, there’s no happy ending and no wind in our sails.

Look what you’ve done to me, harry styles.