The Devil's Lair • Alex Turner Fanfiction

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟒

Alexander's POV.

Not even once in my whole eternity I have felt so fucking miserable — but that changed the moment I had to leave (y/n) when all my heart wanted was to stay with her and hug her body tightly. If I could, I wouldn't let her go... but she had to let me go.

If I concentrated enough, I could still feel her close to me, hear her sweet voice near to my ear and fuck, my heart goes crazy when I think about our night...

And apparently not only my heart, if you know what I mean.

It kind of embarrassed me to realize how attached I was to (y/n), how she would get into my mind and never leave. It felt like she owned me, and I wanted nothing more than let her know that I was completely hers.

And what's even more embarrassing was the fact that I sounded like a pathetic mortal with feelings...

But returning to the subject of me leaving, it was very early in the morning when I already was on my way to Heaven with Nicholas.

My brother was clueless about the reason why I had to go, but he didn't want to let me go there on my own — and I knew that was because Nicholas could sense something was wrong.

While we were in silence, I couldn't stop having flashbacks of last night.

I knew I fucked up, but you know what? I didn't give a shit about what God had to say about what (y/n) and I did.

Because I don't regret it.

Not even a little.

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When we reached Heaven, a big frown appeared on my face. I looked down at the cloud that was the floor; my hands in my pockets. My eyes were almost closed because everything was uncomfortably light and shiny.

Did I already say how much I hate this place?

"Are you okay?" -Nicholas asked me, interrupting my stupid thoughts.

"Huh?"

"I said, are you okay?" -He repeated.

"No." -I admitted. There was no point in lying to him.

"That's what I thought." -Nicholas sighed, looking at me.- "But, will you tell me why? I still don't know what brought you here-" -He stopped walking and crossed his arms over his chest. -"And I should know what is going on before we talk with God."

Damn, here we go.

"Well, so uhm- Where do I start?" -I chuckled, scratching the back of my neck. -"When I explained to (y/n) what happened with Miles, she kicked me out of her house, she was incredibly furious, but then I visited her again yesterday, and we— and, well..."

"And what?" -Nicholas questioned.

"We had sex."

My brother just looked at me, his blue, piercing eyes blinking repeatedly as he processed my words for a few seconds. Then, his eyes went wide and exclaimed:

"You two, what !?"

"We had sex, Nicholas! We fucked all night long!" -I half yelled, earning looks from some people around.

"But that is strictly prohibited, Alexander." -He argued, trying to keep his voice low.

"Oh, really?" -I scoffed. -"Don't you think I knew that God was really mad while we were fu— But we just... We couldn't stop, and the damage was already done anyway."