Erin Lindsay - Back to home

Just me and you

It's been a few weeks since Lindsay left. She stabilized in NY, was working with the FBI. She was often sick, worried she decided to go to the hospital.

Erin's POV

I haven't been feeling well for a few weeks now, I imagine it is the stress of the change but I was worried that it would be serious since I have been feeling for a while. The doctor did some routine exams but it should be nothing. I think and Dr. Emily comes back.

"Well, Erin, your exams are good but there is one thing", Dr. says.

"What is it? Something serious?" I ask, curious and concerned.

"Not really, you're pregnant" the doctor says with a smile.

"What? It's not possible I haven't had sex for months" I say shocked, as I am pregnant, I haven't slept with anyone for months.

"Well, you haven't slept with anyone for 14 weeks, I suppose," she replies. 14 weeks? Am I 14 weeks pregnant? I was with Jay at that time.

"My ... my period came every time" I remember.

"Bleeding is normal at first," she explains. Several thoughts are interrupted by Emily explaining the pregnancy and the symptoms to me, she looks at me and asks.

"Do you want to take it off?" She says looking at me.

"No .. no" I say coming out of my trance and answering, well I never thought about having children because of Bunny, but now, pregnant? My son and Jay's are different.

Nobody's POV

The doctor gives Erin all the information and some medicine to stop all the symptoms and then she goes home. Her thoughts accompany her. She is sure of only two things, she wants this baby and needs to tell Jay, regardless of anything she will not deprive him of it, she would never hide a father from her baby, she does not want her son to grow up without knowing the same father she. She and Jay never talked about children, but I would let him make the decision, it would be difficult with her in NY, him in Chicago and she would have left without saying goodbye but she will face it. Then she pulls out her cell phone and sees all of Jay's missed calls in the history, she declined all of them and did not respond to his messages. She then calls him twice and he refuses, she then sends a message to Jay.

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Since Erin left Jay was facing some problems, his nightmares were more frequent, he and Hailey didn't get along which ended up generating some arguments and he was with a new girlfriend, he went to parties and clubs with her trying to forget his problems and Erin. Jay was in the shower when Erin called, Camila declined the call, then Erin texted.

I know you're probably mad at me but we need to talk. Is it urgent.

Camila saw the message and deleted it and then the call history, Ryan (Jay's disguise name) mentioned with Camila that she had a complicated relationship and she wouldn't let this person go back to his life.

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After ignoring calls and messages Erin decides to go to Chicago, she understands Jay not answering her but she feels he needs to know. Along the way Erin stops and thinks about when she got pregnant since she and Jay always used protection.

*Flashback*

The previous day was a good day for Jay, he ran the GMC he wanted so much and Erin let him drive it more often. He rewarded her in bed. The next day Jay wakes up and goes to the kitchen, Erin is pouring coffee, she is dressed only in Jay's shirt and panties.

"Good morning," he says, hugging her from behind.

"Good morning, someone was too happy last night" Erin says remembering the night before. With his left hand Jay removes Erin's hair from the back of the neck leaving free spaces for him to start kissing, his right hand slowly goes down to Erin's panties and Jay takes his fingers to make movements in Erin's groin, she smiles and puts her hand on the nape of Jay, his left hand goes to Erin's breasts and he massages taking goosebumps all over her body and he presses her against his box and she feels a lump in her ass and smiles at him.