Transfer Student

Chapter 19: No

Just saying, Lucky Blue Smith's eyes are so gorgeous.

"I'm sorry." Is all I hear come from Kody's mouth and all of the anger became ten times worse.

"Really? Sorry is all you have? You're not going to explain yourself?" I asked as I shook my head, "Well, Kody, sorry isn't enough this time." I said with a sigh, wiping my eyes before looking at Scarlet but she couldn't even look my way, "Damien was an accident, he kissed me out of nowhere and that was the only time he kissed me." 

"I told you that and I didn't lie to you, I have no reason to lie to you because I know you trust me. At least you did and I trusted you too. I loved you and I thought you loved me so tell me this Kody...why?" I asked.

Kody stood there for a while as if trying to come up with an answer but the way he looked so emotionless pretty much told me everything, "So you never loved me. You took advantage of me, you thought of me as a little game didn't you? All because I was straight, you thought it would be fun to mess with me huh?" I asked, stepping closer to Kody who looked away.

I scoffed when neither of the two answered any of my questions, unable to believe what was currently going on in this current moment before shaking my head, "Unable to tell me why? How is it so hard to tell me why you were doing this when I caught you? All I want to know is why but you can't even say one thing to help me understand." I stated, anger and hurt becoming more obvious in my voice as I spoke.

"I don't know why I did it Allen, I don't but trust me when I say that I do love you." Kody said but a bitter laugh came from me instead when I heard those words, "You love me? Are you fucking serious? You have the audacity to say those words to me right now when you were about to screw Scarlet behind my back? You're really funny Kody." I said.

Kody opened his mouth to say something but the bell rang, making me jump a little since I forgot I was in school at the moment before shaking my head and walking away, "Allen wait!" Kody said, "I'm going to be late for class. You're not worth my time." I said to him without looking back and walked to my class. 

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"So he was cheating on you! That lying bastard." Violet said louder than sh should have, gaining some attention from others who were eating their lunch peacefully. She said a small sorry and I waved it off, "How could I not see it though? And with Scarlet of all people." I said and laid my forehead on my arms, not touching my food.

Violet sighed and rubbed my back, a small silence coming over us as she tried her best to comfort me but the moment her hand stopped rubbing my back I knew something was wrong but I shouldn't have raised my head because the moment I did, Kody was sitting there in front of me across the table. "Why the hell are you here?" Violet asks, her voice dripping with venom.

Kody only rolled his eyes at her and I had the sudden urge to slap his perfect face again because of that before his beautiful blue eyes looked over at me, "I came over to apologize." He said, answering Violet's question as well as mine. 

"Apologize?" You couldn't have done a better job this morning so why try now? Did you rehears your lines?" I questioned, pain evident in my voice. "I know I did terribly when I apologized to you this morning, why do you think I am apologizing again Allen?" He asked and I scoffed and looked away from him.

When I didn't speak again he sighed and sat back in his seat, the seat creaking slightly under his shifting, "I want to apologize for cheating on you, I don't what came over me but when I saw you kiss Damien-" I cut him off by hitting my knee on the bottom of the table. "I didn't kiss him, he kissed me and I didn't kiss back! How many times do I have to repeat myself for you to understand that?" I said, sitting up now, anger just radiating off of me.

Kody stared at me for a while and I stared right back at him before he nodded a little and slumped in his chair, "Sorry..." He muttered and I sighed angrily, "Go on with your stupid ass apology." I stated and he looked back at me as if he had any hope but my stare was as cold as ice and he cleared his throat.

"Anyway, I don't know why I did what I did with Scarlet. When I saw Damien kiss you I just got so angry and went to her after you spent the night at my house and ranted to her. She made a move on me and I know I should have pushed her away but I didn't and it got to my head." He explained and Violet muttered 'dick thinker' which made me laugh a little.

He looked at me a bt confused but I waved it off and made my face expressionless again, well to the best of my ability anyway and he sighed, "I know it's going to take a lot for you to forgive me if you are even going to think about forgiving me but I do still love you and I feel so goddamn stupid for what happened."

Once he finished his apology I sat there for a second thinking what I should do before looking at Violet and she slightly smiled sadly, nodding her head as if she knew what I was going to do. I sighed before standing up and walking over to Kody who wore a rather confused expression on that face of his, once I got to him he tilted his head up. 

Before he could say anything I leaned down and kissed him with all of my emotions poured into the kiss, waiting a few second before pulling away, just barely though, "Do you forgive me?" He asked softly, a light of hope in his eyes.

"No."

The End

This is the ending of Transfer Student and I really hope you all enjoyed it, I wanted to make one more chapter for it but like...I thought that this would be the best ending for it. I know, an odd chapter number is not what I wanted but it is what it is but I want to thank all of those who has read and supported me throughout this whole book, you all are amazing and I love all of you! 

I hope you enjoyed this book as much as I enjoyed writing it and trust me, I made myself cry a few times while writing Transfer Student and I am sad but happy it ended after so long but my new book I Hate You, You Love Me will have it's first chapter will be out within a few days or maybe a few weeks knowing me lol

Again, I hope you guys liked the book and I hope none of you guys kill me for this...

I love you all! See you in my next book 'I Hate You, You love me'