Transfer Student

Chapter Ten: Confession

I could hear my name being called so many times by both Scarlett and Kody as I rushed out the nearest exit door but I ignored them. The tears were falling fast down my face as the pain and jealousy only got worse.

After a while of running I ended up at an empty park since it was near ten o'clock at night before sitting down, the tears still coming down my face. "God...." I said to myself softly.

"Why am I so jealous?" I asked myself in a quiet tone, my voice cracking as I spoke. "I knew he was playing with me." I said aloud and looked around. The air was cold and I didn't even stop to grab my jacket when I ran out of the school building so I was shivering a little in the cold.

With a small sigh I stand and begin to walk home since I didn't want to get sick from being in the cold for too long.

My phone started to go off and I pulled it out of my pocket to see who it was, frowning when I saw it was Kody calling. I wanted to answer it but I couldn't, I was so upset that I couldn't do it. I just watched my phone until it took the call to voicemail before shutting my phone off and walked home.

Even though it was pretty late, there was still a lot of people out and about but most of them that I saw were couples or with another person which made me feel worse. I felt like my heart was literally breaking into tiny pieces.

It wasn't much longer until I arrived home, walking inside the warm house with a small sigh before taking off my shoes. "Hey Allen." I hear my mum say from the living room. "Hi mum." I said back, putting on a smile. "How was the dance?" She asked, pausing whatever she was watching in order to talk to me. "Oh, it was good actually. I had a lot of fun." I lied and she smiled.

"I am glad you had fun. I can see you look a little tired so go on up and get some rest." My mother said and I nod. "Goodnight mum." I called from the top of the stairs. "Goodnight sweetie." She called back before I walked into my room.

I didn't even change after closing my door before flopping down onto my bed, groaning a little out of happiness that I am finally off of my feet for the first time in 4 hours.

As I thought about what had happened between Scarlett and Kody I began to tear up again as I felt the extreme pain of betrayal and jealousy arose in my chest once again. Before I knew it I was crying into my pillow at the many negative thoughts that flooded my mind from earlier this night.

After what seemed forever, I slowly started to doze off into a deep sleep, darkness taking over.

*****

The screeching noise of my alarm dragged me out of my pleasant dreams and reminded me that is was Monday, a day when I have school. I sighed and shut off my alarm clock before forcing myself out of the comfort of my bed before getting ready for the day and the events that would come with it.

I stayed in the shower a bit longer trying to figure out ways to somehow go unnoticed by Kody but I knew I would be spotted some time today.

I go without eating breakfast and got onto the bus, immediately spotting the white haired male and though I was tempted to sit back there, I forced myself to sit up in the front. During the ride to the school, I could feel his gaze on me the entire time, thanking the gods when the bus arrived at the school.

Once the doors were open I rushed out of the bus - being the first one off - and into the school building, trying to gain as much distance as I could. I suddenly stop right outside of the classroom of my first class of the day, remembering that Kody and I had the same class. 

With a small groan, I step inside and go to my seat as the bell rings to let students know they had about five minutes to hurry to their class. I watch people come in through the door before spotting the white-haired male, our eyes locking for just a second before the teacher walked in and grabbed my attention. "Alright class, hurry up and get into your seats." The teacher said loudly.

Kody walked over and sat down in the seat next to mine, his stare on me the whole time he walks over and sits down. "Allen I-" He starts but I stop him, "Shut up." I snap coldly, not even looking over at him. 

With just that he stops and looks forward before the class begins. Sitting next to him and feeling like this was making it difficult to focus.

*****

Damien was quick to snatch me away when lunch came around and I was thankful for it since Kody was going to walk up to me. "Hey Al, I heard what happened." Damien stated and I scoffed before rolling my eyes. "The thing that happened at the dance?" I asked and he nodded.

"I promise you I am not even bothered by it anymore." I lie, putting on a fake smile. Damien examined me for a few seconds before sighing, "You're a bad liar Allen." He said and I groan. "I don't even know why I am upset!" I exclaim.

The male only looks at me in surprise of my confession, it was true I was confused but the thought just keeps coming up. "Don't slap me or punch me when I say this but," Damien started to say as we sat down at a table, "I think you like him more than you think you do." He finished.

I blushed slightly before looking down and shaking my head, "N-no I don't. Not in that way." I try and deny the fact. Damien looked at me like I was an idiot, "Try denying it to his face." He said before looking above my head.

These words made me confused until I turned around, flinching when I was suddenly hugged by strong and safe arms.

"Allen, I am so sorry. I know I hurt you but that wasn't what I was trying to do." It was Kody's voice. I wanted to move and push him off of me since one - he was crushing me - and two, I could feel those feelings rising up again. I finally gain enough strength and put my hands on his chest and pushing him off, watching him stumble a few times as he took some steps back from the force.

I could feel the anger and jealousy spark and explode inside of me, "Then what were you trying to do Kody? mess with me? Make me fall for you? Make me so upset that I cry?" I asked as I stood and took a few steps towards him until I am right up in his face.

He only stared at me in shock and when he didn't answer I rolled my eyes before going to turn away, "That's what I thoug-" I was stopped when my wrist was suddenly grabbed and I was pulled into a hug from him.

I had bottled up so much over the past few days since Friday night that the bottle finally broke and I relaxed his his arms and hid my face in his shoulder as I started to cry silently

I could hear the lunchroom become silent as the moment went on and many stares moved onto us, making me uncomfortable. Kody pulled away and lifted my head from under my chin so I would be looking at him. "Allen I know what I did was wrong." He started and sighed.

"But I have a confession to make."

A/N: ....I did it....*lays down* I hope y'all liked it.