Vampire queen

Chapter 16

I opened my eyes and saw the sun shining. I got out of the bed and walked passed the mirror for the bathroom and saw myself. My breath caught in my throat when I saw my dress and remembered what happened. I quickly stripped myself of the dress and started a shower. I scrubbed my skin till it burned. I watched as the blood became diluted by the water. I sat down and felt the tears coming. The salty water fell from my eyes and down my cheeks as flashes of the night came back to me. His last words to me were that he loved me and now he is gone. I have no one. 

When the water ran cold, I got out. I stood in front of the fogged mirror and saw my figure. I wiped the fog from the mirror and really looked at myself. I might not be who I was but now I am a new person. I'm a queen and that doctor will pay for what he did. I threw on clothes and went down stairs. Logan and other were in the kitchen and went silent when I entered. They all started to leave. "Where do you all think you are going?" I questioned. They stopped and looked at me and shook their heads. "Well, if you don't know where you are going then you can sit here and tell me the information you have found about that scientist." I demanded as I poured my coffee. Logan gave them a nod and they all left. Logan took a seat across from me. "So we don't take my orders now?" I questioned. He gave me a look like he pitied me. "Look, I know you are in a bad place right now but we are looking for him and plotting revenge isn't going to help you." Logan says softly. I could feel the rage bubbling inside me. "I want him to pay for what he did. Kyle deserved better. This is my fault. I should have listened when you said to stay away but he needs to pay." I voiced. He lays his hand over mine and without thinking I grabbed his shirt and pulled him to me. His lips met mine. They were soft and his kiss was gentle. He kissed me as though I was a fragile doll. I pulled him closer and he pulled himself over the island. His hands grabbed my waist and pulled my body closer to him. His hands inched up my shirt and then he pulled away. He was breathing hard just as I was but he pulled away. I looked away from him. "As soon as you find his location I expect to hear." I order as I walk away. 

I walk to my bathroom and look at myself as I touch my lips as they still feel Logan's against mine. He was a good kisser and his hands were soft as they slid up my shirt. He pulled away though. Why? The way he kissed me made it seem like he wanted to but then he stopped. I jerked as I heard a knock on the door. I answered it and Logan was standing there. His cheeks rosy. I walked away and sat on the bed. He followed but stood in front of me. He nervously ran his hand through his hair, which I have never seen him do. "Look, I'm sorry. I like you but you are in a bad place right now. You are looking for anything to feel something other than pain and sadness. I just don't want to take advantage of that. If when you are in a better place and still you know then I'm here for it." he expressed. I jumped off the bed causing him to take a few steps back. "You know you are right but when a girl does something like that even to take her mind off it then go with it!" I yell as I kept taking steps towards him causing him to walk out the door. I slammed the door behind him. 

Who does he think he is? I pick up my phone and look at Kyle's contact and called his number just to hear his voice. Tears forced their way out again. I curled up and called over and over again until I fell asleep.