10000 Hours | liskook

03| warmth

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Where she missed his warmth.
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First oneshot. Enjoy!

Word count:1652

September 19, 2020
5:56 pm

»LALISA«

Nochu Kookie
Lisa...

Me
Yeah Jungkook?
Where are you?
I'm waiting for you.
Wait...
Don't tell me you forgot about it.

Nochu Kookie
I know I was supposed to pick you up after practice. But I got a call from Bang PD nim and he said he has some important things he would like to discuss. Moreover I can't refuse cause he wants to talk personally with me so he didn't call the hyungs.

Me
Okay. I understand.
When will you be back?

Nochu Kookie
I don't know.
Get back to your apartment and I'll video call you once I return home.
I'll get going now.

Me
Uhm...okay.
I love you.
Seen

I sighed as I scrolled through the texts again. We had been dating for two years, three months to be exact. But ever since our three year old anniversary, Jungkook had been distant. And it bothered me. A lot. Not that I was some clingy girlfriend who always wanted her boyfriend's attention because I knew long distance relationship is something that goes hand-in-hand in an idol's life. Especially if you're secretly dating another idol.

This year in particular was filled with remorse. First of all this quarantine situation cancelled all of our shows, chances to meet our fans and perform for our blinks, I really missed it.

Also, I couldn't meet kookie as often as we used to, since we are both busy with our comebacks and promotion schedules. I think it has brought a huge setback to our relationship. Every time we meet up over video calls seems like a casual hangout, as if we have lost that spark that once existed between us.

To add on, the consistent amount of hate I've been getting since the recent comebacks. For being the most privileged member who overshadowed the others, for getting the maximum screentime and lines over the last two singles we released this year. Initially I tried to endure it, but failed. If it weren't for my unnies, I would've been in a worse mental state.

"Hey Pokpak! Yah, why are are you sulking?" I immediately turned my head to watch Jennie unnie balancing two cups of Starbucks coffee in both of her hands.

Chae and Jisoo unnie had already left after the practice for our upcoming album was over, but Jennie unnie and I waited back to practice for our first subunit which was to be released after the group comeback.

(A/N: I mean, who doesn't want a Jenlisa subunit? So I'm giving them a subunit cause YG would never.)

"Sulking? No unnie I wasn't ㅡ" Jennie unnie handed me my cup as she sat on the floor of the practice room beside me. "Don't lie to me Lisa. Its evident on your face. You're upset about something. Is it about him?"

"You could say that."

"Why what did he say?"