I am reincarnated as dramatic elder sister

Chapter 2: Another memories?

I woke up in a pink room which was clearly filled with expensive things. In front of me was a mirror which had golden flower petals sculptured at its corners somehow it seemed like the only pleasant thing in this room 

But not long after I looked around I saw myself in the mirror.

Younger? ...No I think its perhaps the makeup caking my face to look younger?

But as I stood up looked at my arms and feet I couldn't deny that I was actually younger but really what's up with this frilly pink dress surely someone's are playing a joke on me just after.....

after what?

Nevermind that, If I am younger that must mean!!!!!

In excitement I stood up only to fell down as I was unable to control my younger body as I still thought of myself as my adult self. but still surely I wasn't in this room anytime before ?

After all I surely would have remembered something as unique as this.

I mean just that what kind of tastes do these people have ? Are they looking for a Barbie doll or a human?

With this dress that is  fully bright pink with big ribbon's attached and with big jewels so shiny that it hurts the eyes . 

It looked like it was designed by an idiot and the one buying it is in the same league.

It is expensive of course but who in the right mind would buy this?

Seeing a bell on bedside I reached over trying to find some clue but I clearly overestimated myself as the bell fell on ground with a big thud just as it fell the door opened and a auntie in maid clothes walked in???

On top of that she seemed really unfriendly like she just ate a bug  but still in respectful words she said  "This servant is here to inform the young miss that the lord wants to see you as he is glad that you have woken up."

I don't know if it was a key or something but as soon as she said this my mind suddenly went blank and my head started to hurt ,it hurt so much that 5 minutes felt like eternity.

I remembered I was Rosalina leveret. I reincarnated in a world which I was completely clueless about. But with the original owner's memories? It was a different game.

Even when I say original owner, I know its me myself but remembering my previous life memories does change me as a person.

My past life was like a lake without a single ripple in it and my past it was like a burning fire with nothing at its origin looking at the two. It's like my soul split in two only now it's joined to its complete form. 

Back to my current situation in hand,

Like mostly every story in modern times  ,I reincarnated in a world I completely don't know and I am the eldest daughter of the Duke who was born by forced marriage , forced by his wife aka my mother to have me .

Ok I mean yea what happened to him was wrong

BUT HOW THE HELL IS THIS A CHILD'S MISTAKE?? for him to neglect his own biological child so much that even servants looked down on her 

Also I have a younger sister and a brother from different mother cause like I was born by forced marriage like I said and my mother was ....kind of stupid to do things like this and father is a jerk.

father never loved my mother but on the other hand my mother who was spoiled was madly in love with him so she got lead to nose by her servant and drugged him as a result I was born

father was so angry that he almost killed my mother but since he couldn't actually do that he just send her really from him. As they say 'Out of sight out of mind' 

In the countryside mother gained her senses and after a year of giving birth to me a baby who just weaned of her mother left handing her to duke and never looked back.

The father who was given the responsibility of the child for whom he had mixed feelings left her to servant's. But servants were still outsiders who had a really bad impression of the previous madam and felt reluctant to take care of the child which might even get them fired if they were too close to her , hence maintained distance while tending to her needs as required of them.  

With no one looking me, I turned the way I was before I regained my previous life memories and learned of whole situation.

I grew up to be a bad child who bullied her sister who is doted by my father and was doing every crazy thing to get attention, got it but in a really bad way as even the servants who pitied me were unhappy to take care of  me.

And yesterday I was bullying my sister and was drowned by the prince who protected my sister but accidently pushed me.

I don't know if I should be glad or not, being only 8 years old I am pretty much hated by everyone but was still saved at least.

Coming out of my thoughts I looked at the maid who was standing without saying a word.

When did she get here?

"This servant is here to inform the young miss that the lord wants to see you as he is glad that you have woken up."

The first thing she said was a lie which could be forgiven as it should be an order from the duke but her commanding tone .....I don't like it.

Rose squinted her eyes as her normal sharp eyes looked even more dangerous but it couldn't be compared to her eyes which looked beautiful but deadly.

The maid trembled but she suddenly didn't dare say anything knowing something changed.

No matter how she was making a fool of the eldest young miss through her voice but she didn't dare do anything wrong as servants were hired with great security and this job was well paid.

That's why the first time she controlled herself but when the miss ignored her then even forgot she was there she couldn't help herself....

If she lost this job due to her brashness she .....didn't dare imagine the consequences.

Because, as long as the eldest miss throws a tantrum no one will believe her but with those convincing eyes ....no one can say what will happen.

Rose understood that her underlying threat had worked. No matter how young you are in this world , there is a vast difference between a Noble and a commoner.

Not exactly a pleasant saying but Rose knew that these things would change afterwards hence she was not too worried about it.

Since for now it was due to that, that things worked in her favor.

"I guess you are smart. well lead me to the place where my father is."

A lazy and sharp aura with a raging volcano could be the words used to describe the current Rosalina leveret.

As the maid led her she was confirmed about the change that eldest miss went through in her five days of coma.

If it was her before she would have run to the duke's office thinking the duke will care about her but now she seemed to be indifferent to the word father.

Changing her clothes from that dress to the other one was needed since, even if she didn't want to go through the hassle of changing out of this cucumber dress, this dress was truly horrible. . Styling her hair seemed to go to the back of the mind as she didn't care about her appearance in front of the duke,  what's more him noticing her.

If there wasn't an option not to go she won't have gone at all. 

But she had to hence she followed the maid who had come in just now, earning all the 'not so friendly' stares along the way.

But It won't matter after some days.