68. you're my coping mechanism

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i thought you and zayn were friends

we are

you just told me gigi doesn't like you because she, obviously, picked zayn's side

we lived things together that he may forgot, but i didn't

and i'm proud and happy of who he is and what he has become

this changes everything that i said before

why?

it seems like niall is the only one trying to keep a friendship that has been broken for years

idk i shouldn't be making assumptions

i asked for your opinion

do you really get along with zayn?

we try to

for niall?

kinda

and for the memories

that's sad :(

you five did amazing things together and those are reasons to why you're where you are right now

i know, and i am grateful for that

i'm gonna cry

wHAT

WHY

IM SENSITIVE HARRY

awwww

is that why louis is mad at him? because of all the things he has said before?

something like that

did you actually hang out with him?

wdym?

you used to tell me that zayn wouldn't go to niall or liam's parties and that you were used to it

is it because of what happened with the band?

it is

are you alright?

why wouldn't i be?

it's okay to feel sad or angry, you don't have to be mr nice all the time

i'm fine angel

you sure?

i bleached my hair because my ex didn't talk to me, and then dyed it pink because he sent me ONE text

sometimes we react a certain way that we don't like, but it's who we are, the experiences and memories make us act like that, and you shouldn't be ashamed of them

it's easy to talk to you

you know that?

i'm just being your friend

angel i'm fine, really

you don't have to tell me, i don't wanna know the gossip or the secrets

i'm just reminding you that it's alright to feel like that

let yourself feel, even if you are the only one who knows about it

it's just that i'm not sure where we stand

zayn and you?

?

???? harry?

yes, zayn and i

i want the best for him but i don't think i can keep a friendship with him, i don't even think he wants to

did you keep all of this to yourself this years?

kinda

spit it out

how?

tell your friends, someone you trust, a stranger, write a song, break something without hurting yourself of course, idk

everyone has different coping mechanisms

you're my coping mechanism

what

it was so easy to talk to you about this

thank you

i'm picking you up

wHAT

get ready

i'll be there in twenty minutes

fINE

i'll lie to my mum

AGAIN

:)

ily

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