Don't worry My Son Mommy Will Take The Pain Away ( Complete ) [Editing]

a friend from the past

"Don't you ever shut up do you think that I'm a toy that I don't have feelings as well you may have schemed your way into my mother's arms but you can't do the same with me"

I was terrified his eyes looked at me with burning hatred as my hands trembled my son my everything he took it from me

"He hates you he took your son from you no care and no one ever will why don't you just give everyone what they want and disappear"

She placed the role up sheet in my hand I could feel her smile from behind me so this was what she wanted why she entered my room fine I hope your happy I'll leave everything behind I kicked away the chair from underfoot I could feel the tightness of the rope as I struggle for air everything felt suffocating as my body struggle even though deep down I wasn't it was painful I tried to make my foot stretched to the chair but everything was getting dark and foam was already coming from my mouth my throat felt as it was ready to burst until finally I had no strength left and everything was now darker than black

I dropped the tea cup which startled everyone I shake my head to snap myself out of that awful memory I touched my head because I could feel a horrible headache coming

"Is everything alright vivi" my mother said

"Yes mother I guess I was having a daydream that's all"

"You know you speak to us about anything vivi"

"Yes I know just thinking that's all" I said sounding a bit depressed

"Ah vivian why don't we all go on a picnic tomorrow I believe Abigail was gonna suggest that earlier" my father said

"Yes that would be delightful" I said cheerful

"Yes and maybe we could plan on what to do at your coming of age party" my mother said

"Yes could you excuse me mother I wish to be excuse I would like to go shopping"

"Oh really ofcourse but I don't think you need any new clothes"

"You've gotten me completely wrong mother I'm not going to shop for clothes I'm going to shop for talent"

"Huh!"

I was walking in the city with a guard behind me in my past lives there was only ever four people who was beside my son who was there for me through my suffering miguel who was framed and executed hannah who stand up for Alex and I after being accused of attempted by Abigail and the person who I'm now looking for annalise my honest and free spirited bestfriend I stop and spin the umbrella in my hands

"Do you want something to eat?" I asked

"Huh?"

I turn to her as she look at me dark brown hair fierce deep blue eyes that has a passion to live unlike mine

"Who are you?"

"I'm someone who wants to help are you hungry?" I said with a sad smile

"You I know you?"  She ask wondering

She was in ragged clothes her cheek bones were showing she was dirty annalise just like Abigail was a child from the slums when I first met her she was dying of starvation she held on to life at first I despised her because she was poor and from the slums and thought she was just like her but something deep inside me pitied her and I ended up liking her she was like a breath of fresh air

"No but I do want to help"

I held out my hand and she held without hesitation I smiled as I held the tears back back then you became my maid while you practice with a sword but you were executed for attempted assassination

"Why annalise why you new you would have died"  I cried as I hugged her

"I don't care you've saved my life you gave me a reason to live I was happy staying by your side but he took it his highness was young and barely lived passed a decade and he allowed a wicked bitch like that to killed him what kind of monster are you I hope you suffer for making her majesty suffer even in the next life I will never forgive I hope you die bastard!"

"Take her away"

"Wait no please not her take my life instead don't annalise!"

They drag her out my arms as they hold him I could feel water running from my nose and eyes I was in an embarrassing state but I didn't care I couldn't lose her

"Please I beg you leave her I beg you"

My face was turned to him then he smiled

"My what a face your making who would have thought a prideful woman like you can make such a face"

He smiled at me I couldn't see what was reflecting in his eyes I fall to my knees

So I won't  let it happen I will be worthy of your sacrifice I will take care of you no matter what to repay your debt as a friend from the past