My Heart and Sun

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"Baby! hindi ka ba papasok sa school?"sigaw ni Kuya sa pintuan ko kasi almost 8:30 am na and 8 am ang classes ko pero nandito pa rin ako sa higaan ko at nakatalukbong ng kumot...

"Leave me alone Kuya I wanna rest!I'll go to school tomorrow don't worry!"sigaw ko din pabalik sa kanya...

"Alright let me know okay?" sabi niya at um-okay na lang ako pabalik at tumihaya sa higaan...I wanna rest for the day this is the day where I realized na I'm already tired from everything...

Melanie calling...

"He---"and she cut me off...

[Babaita!baket hindi ka man lang nagsabi sakin na mag-aabsent ka ngayon ha?!]sigaw niya sa kabilang linya at natawa naman ako...

"I'm sorry...pagod lang ako but I'll be back tomorrow don't worry..."sabi ko at narinig ko naman ang buntong hininga niya sa kabilang linya...

[Hay nako sige pupuntahan kita mamaya after class para ibigay sayo lessons for today at wag ka na umangal kasi gusto ko mapag-isa che che tigilan mo ko baka sirain ko pintuan ng kwarto mo. Pupunta ako dyan mamaya ah!Labyu pahinga na!] sabi niya at napangiti naman ako sa gesture niya...

"Alright...just go to class where are you by the way?"tanong ko dahil 8:30 na pero nasa phone pa rin siya....

[Na-late ako kasi iniintay kita sa tambayan naten pero tumatakbo na ko papuntang room sige sige see you later labyu!]sabi niya at binabaan ako bigla. I'm really lucky to have her...

Coleen sent you a message...

Coleen: I love you. Andito lang kami ni Melanie para sayo pupunta din kami dyan mamaya and we're actually worried kahit di ka nagsasabi lagi alam pa rin namin...

Me: Thank you girl!Love you always...

I just realized that I always keep my problems to myself...Maybe that's why I have times na I just breakdown because of the emotions inside me...

I don't want to just lay down kaya naman napag-isipan ko mag-paint... I prepared my art materials and I love watercolor painting since for me it's easier among other medium that other people use...

After 5 hours of painting...I got tired and went down to get some foods and went up again to continue my painting...

When it's 4 pm already I stopped painting and I also heard a doorbell at our door and I think it's Melanie and Coleen that's why I immediately went down to meet them...

"Hi..."when I saw him I stopped walking downstairs...

"H-how did you know where I live?" I asked since I don't know why is he here at our house...

"I asked your friends...and actually I'm with them..."He said and pointed Melanie and Coleen outside that's running towards us...

"Mier pasensya if sinama ko si Paolo nagtatanong kasi siya eh hindi ko rin naman alam kung anong meron sayo kaya sinama ko na siya tutal may itatanong lang naman siya sayo at ilalapag ko lang mga dala namin sa kitchen niyo since puro pagkain ito..."sabi niya at hinalikan ako sa pisngi pati na rin si Coleen na naka-peace sign na sakin ngayon...Nako talaga tong dalawa na to...