Trapped By Destiny

29| Longing for you

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Ashi's POV

The next day was the most heart breaking day for me. The director called me and informed me that the show is going offair due to the pressure from higher authorities and because of this on-going pandemic.

This time my tears are uncontrollable. Why something like this happens to me every time. Seems like the whole universe is against me. That's it. No more acting, no more tears.

After I got ready for the day and I hesitantly opened the door a little, enough to see randeep. His gaze landed on me and he motioned me to come and sit beside him. Without any warning I crashed into him and broke down. 

He didn't say anything instead comforted me with one arm wrapped around me.

"Kya Hua" he said sliding his hand up and down "Ashi.." This time his voice was lower than before, and it urged me to talk.

When I tolded him about the whole offair incident. His gaze turned dark and hard, shoulders tensed and jaw clenched. I wished he'd just relax, as it would relax me as well.

I wish I could stop my tears but I wasn't mentally strong enough to stop all this.

I squeezed I eyes shut when he crashed his lips on mine and hoped for a moment this wasn't actually happening now.

His lips moved slowly and then turned into intolerable passionate kiss. A low groan left his lips and into our kiss when I tugged at the roots of his hair. This was passionate, hungry and hot. But what is this kiss for?

"Deep.." I breathed out heavily, only receiving a moment to breathe through my mouth before he kissed me harder than before.

I could feel his fingers digging into my hips, but the pain was pushed away by the immense pleasure of his lips moulding perfectly against mine.

This was unlike I'd ever before. As amazing as the kiss on other situations had been, it wouldn't even be compared this. We now had nowhere to go, no where to be. It was just the two of us. Randeep slid his hands along my curves and to my back, where he then tugged at the zipper of my dress.

"Nahi," I murmured quietly into the kiss, shaking my head briefly before returning my hand to cup his jaw. His light designer stubble felt rough underneath the tips of my fingers and tickled as it brushed against my chin, and I loved it.

"Please," his lips started trailing down, leaving hot and open-mouthed kisses along my jaw and neck.

A soft moan rolled over my lips. I let my head fall back and my eyes slid shut in pleasure and my toes curled when he sucked against my sensitive skin. I was beyond aroused. I could feel his arousal as well as he made me sit on his lap during the kissing section. It was as if we were so lost in each other, caught in  the moment.

"Randeep.." sense hit me, and I bought my hands to push him at his chest.

His lips left my skin and he pulled back just enough to be able to find my eyes with his incredibly dark ones. Heat pooled at my core at the sight of him, his hair messy due to my fingers having tugged it, his glistening lips plump.

We exchanged an awkward look at each other. We felt the need to talk but don't know how to start. What would be the consequence if I hadn't stopped him?

His eyes slowly landed on me with a slight guilt "Tum teek ho?"

I nodded slightly and decided that this is the perfect timing to ask him "agar main tumhen rok nahin hota to kya hota? Tum is feeling ko kya kahate hain. Har baar hamaare saath aisa kyon ho raha hai? yeh kya hai?" I asked like a curious kid.

He took a moment or so looking at me intently and continued "Ashi...hum adults hain, hum ek doosare se pyaar karate hain aur hum ek hi ghar mein rah rahe hain. hum apanee feelings ko rok nahin sakate. lekin jab tak tum mere saath comfortable nahin ho Main kuch nahi Karunga main intazaar kar sakata" he smirked towards the end and continued "lekin shaadi ke baad nahin" I almost lost it at the sound of his voice. It was rough and raspy, a hint of it seeming so dazed.

His hands slowly slid back to my waist, not taking any kind of step back from me, and instead pulling me more towards him.

"Par maine kab kaha ki main comfortable nahi Hun?" I said without thinking.

"Huh?" He cleared his voice gathering himself.

"Matlab maina kab kaha ki Mujhe ye sab shaadi ke baad karni hai?"

All I could see is Randeep with a wide open mouth being bewildered "Kya?... phir se kaho!" He demanded.

His phone rang suddenly.

I breathed out a small sight of relief, as it saved me from having to reply.

I slipped away from his lap and sat beside him. I wondered for a while that why he didn't question about the offair of the show. But that's my boy he always used to understand me. He knee that I would be so broken by deepening this matter.

After ending the call I heard him huff out before turning towards as I sat scrambled beside him.

"It was Zain" I never knew even Zain is ''pyaar ka dushman' but this time he helped me though "aaj esha ka birthday haina so hume jaana padega. Esha ne bohot request kiya tha aane keliyea.. chalo, Ashi ready hojao"

"Nahi, mujhe nahi aana hai" For a second I thought of telling him all the truth. About how esha sent the mail to the director. But then I felt like no one deserves to be hated on their birthday so I let it go but I'm definitely not going to her party, huh.

"Please ashi.. meri liyea aao na. vaise bhee hamen ek-doosare se bahut door rahana hoga, kam se kam hum ek hee jagah par reh sakte haina". Randeep doesn't knows about our fight also if I deny his offer now he gets the idea of this matter.

It's better to go and come back soon. "aur tumne jo kuch kahaa na uski baare mein hum vaapas aane ke baad sochenge" he gave his usual sexy wink. From which I could feel my cheeks going red.

All these things are new yet so familiar.

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