Trapped By Destiny

33| Out of the blue

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Randeep's POV

As soon as I parked my car in the slot, I ran upstairs not waiting for the elevator to open... As much as I know that she won't be here still I want to hit my last choice.

My hands were shaking and my whole body is shivering involuntarily. She's not here. She didn't come to our house. She left. And I don't know where she left.

I entered our house only to see darkness engulfing me. There's only darkness and no one else. At this moment all I wish for is her safety.

Ashi Tum kahan ho.

I pulled my hair using my fingers in guilt and frustration. What if something bad had happened to her? That's the last thing I want to see in this whole damn world. The next second I broke down but I can't find my voice.

I kneeled down and hid my face in my palm and cried but still I'm not able to find my voice which is still stuck in the back of my throat.

All of the sudden, My eyes landed on a black shadow crouching down on the other side of the hall. What is that? A ghost?

In my 27 years of living I've seen almost everything but this is the only thing left to see. Let it come. Let the ghost consume me and take me where ever I belong to... for hurting my girl.

All my nerves erected in alert and I can feel the hair behind my neck standing straight when I heard the shadow weeping in the darkness. I stood up and moved closer to it and stopped just behind the shadow.

I can feel the whole world rushing down at my feet. It's my girl. She's here. In our house. She came here after all the things that I did to her. She's safe and sound.

I kneeled behind her and tap her shoulders with tears flowing from my eyes. When she turned her face all I could see is her bloodshot eyes. Thanks to the street lights seeping inside our house.

She looked vulnerable with tear stained face and messy hair yet she looked beautiful as ever.

All I want to do is pull her into my arms and kiss her tears away but now is not the right time, it might even make her want to leave me.

"Ashi..." I whispers silently.

She didn't answer neither looked at me. We remained silent for another minute. I again whispered "Maina" This time her eyes snapped towards me. She will always be my sweet lil maina

Is she here to pack her bags and to leave permanently. My head is filled with so many questions about her behaviour but it's time to apologise for all my mistakes.

"Maina, please... Mujhe maaf karo" I don't know when I started sobbing "main pyaar se itana andha ho gaya hoon ki mujhe yah ehasaas bhi nahin hua ki it will end up hurting you. Tum jaante ho na ki main tume leke kitne possessive Hun. I can't see you romancing with any other guy, lekin ab mujhe apne galati ka ehasaas hua... Please Mujhe maaf karo maina"

She looked at me, eyes cold and lips dry. She blinked twice with her emotion less face. I cleared my throat and wiped the underneath of my eyes to rid the remains of tears.

One of the greatest awakenings come when you realize that not everybody changes according to your wish. Some people want to live independent, and thats their journey. It's not yours to try and fix them. If you still don't give up changing them then you'll end up hurting them.

I snapped out of our intense gaze and slowly but steadily moved my hand to cup her face. What if she moves away?

She didn't.

She let me cup her face and her tears made its way through her eyes and passed down after touching my hand.

"Maina.." I touched my forehead with hers "I'm sorry.."

But her statement stunned me "tum..maafi kyon maang rahe ho?"

Did she forgot what happened some hours back? Or I'm the one dreaming things all this time?

"Ashi.. Meri wajase tume abhi tak koi show nahi mila. Mujhe khud par bohot sharm aa rahi hai"

I did many shameful things to her before but that's in the past and I would never let her know about all those things.

"Teek hai.. main tume maaf karta hun" Her voice was suddenly much more quiet than before, distancing itself from her sweet tone.

"Matlab?.. itne jaldi? Maine socha Tum Mujhe.. matlab tum mujhe chod ke.. ashi?" I asked in disbelief

"Kya Hua?... Tum yahi chaahate the, hain na?" I was speechless. Had she just said that? Off course I heard her saying but..

"Pa-par..Maine socha.." She didn't let me complete the sentence. She did something which made me froze.

We've kissed many times but this kiss was unexpected. What had happened to her? She should slap me, push me, fill me with all her wrath but instead she kissed me out of the blue. Her lips sucking mine and her teeth biting my lower lip harshly.

From all of the things that I expected to happen this one is the least...

Her kiss defined her state of position. It was harsh, demanding and she dominated towards the end.

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What had happened to ashi? What's cooking inside her head?

Rd should be forgiven or not?

As you see the hint, there's a lot more twist to go but that's not coming anywhere soon. Our boy is full of secrets and stuff...

Also, Many were heart broken reading the last chapter bc rd became a man whore and Ashi is still a virgin... Guys, everyone has their back story and in the next chap it will revealed for sure. So don't hate my home boy already!

My draft for this chapter and the next got deleted so I had to write this one in a hurry. I'll try to upload next one soon.

Also, I was thinking about "Two chapters a week" what say?

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