Trapped By Destiny

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Randeep's POV

I woke up to the chirping of birds outside my window, the brightness outside made me aware of the morning setting in. The breeze was not cool like two months ago but still the feel of it on my skin directly sent chills through out my body.

All of the sudden I felt stuck and captive, when I looked beside me, I remembered the encounter I had with a girl last night. I never thought that day will change my life a lot in this way, in a way I didn't even expect it to be.

After last night venture I felt so tired to put on my cloths back in this cold weather neither the girl I made out last night. She slept on her stomach with one arm around me with the sheets half covering her body. I could see her milky skin which made me more lusty.

I never imagined I'll be so sex sick but after that day many things changed. I broke my first love's heart but I can't emphasise enough the fact that you'll be put through the same lessons over and over again until you learn them.

When you make a mistake, you are allowed to forgive yourself in parts. The past is too heavy to deal with all in one day, or one moment, or one phase. You are allowed to forgive yourself in parts until you feel whole again.

But the question is, Am I feeling whole again?

The girl beside me ...to be approx the girl I slept with, wriggled inside the sheets and turned her head so that she could face me "Kya soch rahi ho?" she asked in a sleepy tone.

Suddenly my thoughts shifted to the day which lead me to a new path, the day which is filled with nightmares, the day I feared the most.

After my confession to ashi all I could see in her eyes is hurt and utter disappointment. I won't blame her it's me who played with her all this time. It's me who threw away her hard work to trash and broke her heart, trust and god knows what more.

I tilted my head down, not able to match her graze. I've never felt so much guilty before until this day.

But how did she got to know about my secret. It was just between me and my mind, no one knowa about this. But this is not the time to think about it. I adjusted my mind to the current setting and pushed away the latter.

Zain and abi looked at me in utter disbelief. Zain mouthed me "ye Kya kiya tune" but I just stood still, I don't know how to move this conversation further.

I slowly tried to take a step ahead and tried to touch her arms, but she was quick enough to move backwards.

"Kya Hua?" Purvi came out of no where "usse sab sach pata chal gayi?" What is she talking about. How did she know about my secret.. Oh my, no no- she's not talking about that matter right now. That was all sorted and we decided to not open it again... this shouldn't be happening right now. Purvi misunderstood my secret with our secret.

I wish this earth could swallow me right now. If she gets to know any more truth about us, I'll loose my girl completely forever. I won't let that happen..

I turned towards Purvi so that ashi could face my back and mouthed Purvi to shut up. But she'll do the exact opposite "Kya Hua, agar usse sab pata chal gayi..."

"Purvi chup raho" Zain interrupted

"Areyy Wo da.."

"Purvi!!!" Zain yelled and others dragged Purvi with them leaving me and my girl alone. Why everything has to happen today?

She stood there still with her heads dipped down and tears brimming from her eyes.

"A-ashi meri baat suno, I can explain.." before I could say anymore she ran away towards the exit. I followed her outside but she's no where to be found.

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"Where are you bro? Kya Hua? Ashi kahan hai" Zain's concerned filled voice questioned me when I answered his call after 15 missed calls.

"Pata nahi zain" I let a silent sob "I searched everywhere for her" I went to all the places that she could possibly be gone.

I even tried calling Kashish, but I quickly ended the conversation when she said "Kya Hua jiju? Aap Teek haina? It's almost midnight. Ashi kahan hai" Which indicated me that ashi didn't get back to her home.

Why everything has to happen today. What if something has happened to her. It's almost midnight. No..no I need to find her as soon as possible. It's all my fault, I shouldn't have left her alone in the first place.

Ashi kahan hai tu, please mere pass aajao baby. Main phirse tume jaane nahi dunga.

"Bro are you there? Bhaiii, tu Teek haina??" Zain yelled into speaker but I'm not in the position to talk. I just want my girl beside me. I want to hold my girl in my arms and kiss her madly and make sure that she's safe and sound.

"Z-zain" my voice started to crack up " Mujhe pata nahi ashi kahan hai... Mujhe bohot dar lagrhi hai bhai. Pata nahi ab Kya karun" I said sobbing in the middle

"Bhai, Tum fikar Mat karo. We are searching for ashi from our side. Don't loose hope randeep. Aur haan ashi ka dost... Nisha haina? Usko call karke dekho bhai, uske ghar mein bhi honge na shayad"

"Nisha ko call kiya tha bhai, par lagta hai Wo kayi bahar hai" I wanna try calling all her friends but I can't do that as we are facading ourselves to be professional co-starts before everyone neither I have their numbers in the first place.

"Ek Baar phirse try karke dekho" zain ended the call after consoling me for another minute.

I turned the steering wheel backwards and head to a place, where she might  be... because that's the last option left.

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Thank you for patiently waiting for this update. I started writing few days ago but suddenly new ideas started popping up in my head so it took some time to figure out.

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