Love mechanics FF 2 (Love Again)

It's your Fault

Vee's POV

I struggled to walk out of the restroom as my feet had frozen to the ground after Mark had left, making it clear that he want nothing to do with me but it is hard to believe when I saw the boy crying with his friend as soon as I entered the cafeteria.

'I really have to leave him if I want him to be happy' I thought to myself as I walked out of the cafe, finally leaving any urge to have the boy back in my life. It is not that hard to let go, honestly I had given up long ago.

It really is true that time moves slow when you want it to fly but today the hands of clocks seems to have frozen as I attended the final lecture for the day. I just want it to end so I can leave and drown myself in alcohol and let the tainted liquid wash my brain off any logic. It is easier to let go of things that way.

But my time is frozen even after the lecture has ended and I am enjoying food with my friends at a bar, the hands still doesn't seems to be moving.

"Why aren't you drinking?" I look up from the glass in my hand and turn to the direction of the voice even when I don't know who had spoken. "You brought us out to drink but you haven't had a sip yet" Bar spoke this time and I once again looked back at the glass I was hold, still full and untouched before smiling nervously as I place the glass on the table.

"I just don't feel like drinking" I said which is both a lie and truth. I am afraid that if I drink I would really forget and let go even if it's just for a while but that is exactly what I want. I guess the urge to hold on is stronger in this case.

"Hey!" Yiwaa exclaimed suddenly gaining everyone's attention, I listened even if I am not focused. "Isn't that Nong'Mark ?" she added while pointing towards someone and my head shot up at the familiar name as my eyes trailed to the direction of her hand. I stared at the male siting alone as he kept drinking like a crazy person and I hoped for my friend to be wrong but hopes are there to be crushed and mine was crushed too as her assumption on who the person was, was indeed true.

"I think so but he looks drunk." Said north

"Should we invite him here? it doesn't look like he is with someone" Yiwaa spoke again

"No need, just let him be" I said as I grabbed my glass from the table and started drinking.

"You said you weren't drinking" said Bar and the remark was ignored as I was not in the mood to respond.

"But seriously he looks too drunk" Bar said pointing towards Mark "Are we just going to leave if he passes out." He added and all I could do was stare at the drunk junior with concern.

'Where is that clingy friend of his right now?' I thought being angry at the other boy who is supposed to be with the junior.

I sighed before standing up and walking away from my table.

"Where are you going?" North ask; I don't know why they are even asking when they clearly know the answer.

"None of your business." I replied as I walk toward Mark's table. I stood next to the boy for a second as he was too gone to notice my presence before sitting in front of him.

"Mark" I spoke in an attempt to get his attention. He looked up but didn't say anything as he drank once again "You should stop drinking"

"Why?" he said, still drinking from his glass as he kept ignoring me.

"Because you are already drunk and you should go home" I said but was replied with silence and the junior didn't stop drinking and it frustrated me.

"Give it back" He whined when I grabbed the glass and took it away from him.

"Where is friend?" I asked while slapping his hand away from alcohol.

"Who? James?" the boy finally gave a proper response to which I nodded my head "I don't know, he left me at my dorm"

"And you came here alone?" he nodded at my question making me sigh "Get up and I'll take you back" I said before getting up. I know the only reason he is talking to me is because he is drunk and I just want to take him out of here before he realizes who he is talking to and start being stubborn.

"Come on, get up" I said as I grab Mark's arm and try to pull him up only to have my hand shoved away.

"What's your problem?" he asked in a sluggish manner before pushing me a little. "Leave me alone" He added and I could almost see the tears in his eyes before he turned away and started drinking again. All I could do was stare, stare as my whole body froze and I couldn't say or do anything, staring as tear fall down his face.

"It's all your fault P'" He spoke again as he looked up at me before getting up and staggering out of the bar.

I know it's bad I guess I have forgotten how to write after soo long