One Night; tk

✨10-confession and breakups

sorry i couldn't update regularly! i had my goddamn exams going on, hope you all had a wonderful day so far <3 enjoy the chapter!

"we kissed before didn't we?" I heard a sound from behind me and i turned to see Sooyoung, i gulped turning my head back to the front, trying to make everything calm and trying my ultimate best to not mess anything up,

"no, what makes you think that?" i spoke with confidence overflowing in my voice and i was mentally glad that i didn't stutter,

"t-that day at the party, i knew i kissed someone and you know when i am curious i try my best to find and shit, and with the numerous times i kissed seulgi i was one hundred percent sure that it wasn't her, i don't know why i have a feeling that it was you, nevermind it probably sound--"

i suddenly felt bad, she kissed me and she has the full rights to know, i then did what could possibly ruin everything, everything.

"it was me, it's fine though it was just a kiss" i said my heart not agreeing to what i was saying, i looked at the sky, we were currently at the rooftop and today the sky was unusually black and dark, 

"yeah it was a mistake, it doesn't matter" i felt my heart drop at that, i don't even know why. i convince and tell that to myself like everyday but why does it hurt when it is her saying that? 

"h-heejin why a-are you crying?" she asked and i quickly reached out for my cheeks and felt the wetness, i smiled and said

"its probably because you are leaving, you know i will miss moments like thi--" i made up the quick lie but to be honest it wasn't even a lie, i was mad sad that she was leaving,

"stop lying, i have been planning to shift since we were basically 15 and we are used to that. we have literally pressed that onto our heads that i will go and you will come to america after 2 yea--"

i mean yes we had the plan and we digested the fact but did she expect me to see her leave happily?

"SO YOU EXPECT ME TO BE OKAY? OF COURSE I SAID THAT TO SUPPORT YOU BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I AM HAPP--"

"SO NOW YOU DON'T WANT ME TO GO?"

i calmed myself and noticed that i was standing and i went and sat down,

"i am sorry, i don't know what's happening to me either" i said brushing my fingers through my hair, i needed that. yes i definitely needed that.

"you know you can talk to me right" she said looking at me sitting and rubbing my back,

i can talk to her right? about whatever is settling in me, i can talk right? if its too awkward it doesn't matter she will leave anyways

"a-after that day at the party---" i started but was interrupted quickly,

"what happened that day?" i figured that she wanted to know what happened from the start and i took a deep breath and began,

"t-that day"

flashback

"come on Heejin-ah, don't be so sour" i heard Sooyoung cry drunk and i at last gave in to her and joined her on the dance floor,

we started dancing and suddenly the song became way too slow and sexual,

"oh yeah this is my favorite" she smirked at started to hold me pushing me close to her, i didn't mind that, we have been friends for 20 years, there's nothing to be embarrassed of,