Howl Of The Moon (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 9: I'm sorry

Chapter 9: I'm Sorry

After my emotional breakdown and running into the arms of Zion he carried me  inside the house up to my room. He lay me down on the bed still holding onto me. I didn't want to let go. I felt if I did I will lose every thing. So I held onto him with all my might.

It wasn't till I heard my sister closing the front door downstairs that I noticed I fell asleep. I woke up panicking thinking Zion was just a dream. But I felt his warm strong arms still wrapped around me. But even though I was comfortable in his embrace and could stay there for ever I knew I had to let go. I could hear my sister coming up the stairs. And she would probably come check up on me after today's event.

I started to get out of his embrace and turn to see his face. Like always his beauty always caught me by surprise. But his eyes are what always captivate me."My sister is coming up here..." I said sadly looking into his eyes.

"I will go then." Zion said but I can see pain in his eyes when he told me.

"No! Please don't go... Ummm... Please stay..."

"But what about your sister?" He asked.

I had to think of something. I wasn't sure how my sister would react to me being gay..... I hope she doesn't hate me. "Um just hide in my closet..." I suggested.

Zion just nodded his head and headed to my closet. I felt a little empty when he let go of me. Its like with out him I am not whole. I sat up the edge of my bed waiting for my sister to come in. I was a little nerves I wasn't sure how she was going to take me being gay. And I couldn't lose my sister.. I just couldn't.

The door flung open and in stepped my sister. I looked into her eyes hopefully not to see anger or hate at me but all I saw was sadness. Next thing I knew with out her saying anything she ran up to me and just hugged me. And that's all it took for me to break down again. God I am such a baby...

We stood like that for a while when she decided to pull apart. Maya looked into my eyes and said, "You know I will always love you no matter what?" I just looked at her and smiled. My sister was great. She loved me for me. I hugged her again whispering into her ears, "I know... I love you two!"

"Good, now don't pay attention to anyone says your not disgusting. You are you and your unique. Alright so no more crying." She said while coming out of my hug.

"Okay I promise no more crying." I promised.

"Good cause you are strong and I know you can get through anything life throws at you. Love you brother." She then gave me a kiss on the cheek and left to her room.

I just stood there replaying in my head the words she just said. It was bringing my spirits up. I didn't even notice Zion coming out of my closet and standing behind me. I noticed him when he tugged on my arm turning me to look at him. And when he touched me I got that feeling again like I was complete.

"Are you okay?" Zion asked me with concern.

"Yeah I will be okay." I replied looking up at his face.

"Okay I should probably go..."

"Wait don't go...Zion... I am... I am sorry." I apologized to him.

"Why did you run?" He asked with so much hurt in his eyes.

"I was scared..." I said looking down at my floor. "I was scared at what you.... what you became..."

"Jaden, I would never hurt you. You got to know that. I didn't mean for you to see that I was just trying to protect you from that rogue."