The Secret Youtuber

Chapter Twelve

I fell asleep on Sean, and he stayed with me the whole night. He didn't go to his room because he didn't want to wake me. Instead, I woke him.

And now he's holding my hair back as I puke. Hugging a toilet isn't fun. I finish and sit back, still feeling quite sick. He sits against the bathroom wall with me.

"You didn't have to do that." I look over at him.

He shrugs, "But I did."

"I'm used to having to hold my own hair back when this happens." I say matter-of-factly.

"This happens often?" He asks after a few moments of silence.

I turn to look at him and shake my head, my eyes wide. "I didn't mean to sound like that much of an alcoholic." I chuckle. "But when I do drink, I drink enough to get hung over." I lean back against the wall again. "And it sucks."

"I wouldn't know. I've never drank." He replies. I push myself off the wall and look at him, wide-eyed. He raises his hands, "Am I supposed to drink or something?"

"You should at least try it!" I laugh. It hurts to laugh, but I don't care. He shrugs.

"Well, maybe tonight if you're up to it, I'll have a drink." He says, grabbing my hand.

"I don't want to force you into drinking." I say, slowly standing up. I need water and gatorade. Luckily, I bought some gatorade on our store-trip. He stands up with me and walks me to the kitchen. I grab a gatorade from the fridge and open it, taking a drink.

"Nah, I want to." Sean says after a few silent moments. I set the gatorade on the counter and smile at him. He smiles back and me and wraps his arms around me.

"So, you love me?" I ask, my head against his chest. He rubs my back and I hear him chuckle.

"A lot." He whispers.

"Why?" I wrap my arms around him and take in his scent.

"Well, I had feelings for you for a while. Like, I thought you were cool. Then I got to know you and I grew more attached to you. Alex was telling me all about this girl he had met--which was you, but we didn't know that--and I just kept thinking 'wait, one day you'll meet her.' and the her was you. Then we found out that you were Floxie, and when you posted the face reveal, I was even more attracted. Then I met you and I knew it was love." I smile at his words.

I look up at him, "And you saw me at one of my worst times, why do you still love me?"

"Because, love is love, even when the situation isn't exactly lovable. You love the person, not their faults." He looks down at me, and our eyes meet.

"Since when did you turn into a love guru?" I giggle, and he bends down and kisses me on the lips. And it wasn't just a kiss, it was a kiss. There were sparks everywhere, even if they weren't visible, I felt them.

"Uh." I hear Mitch, and I pull out of the kiss and look over at the door where Mitch, Alex, and Liam are standing.

Sean and I look at each other, then back to them. "Hey, guys." Sean speaks up with a chuckle. "Guess our secret is out." He looks at me and smiles.

"Don't tell anyone else." I say to all of them. Not because I want to keep it a surprise, but because I don't want to have any reason to be found faster by my crazy ex.

"Your secret is safe with us." Liam smiles, closing the door.

I smile and nod. "Good." I'm nervous. So nervous I'm about to puke. Literally.

And all over the floor apparently. Gross.

A/N: sorry if the last part grossed anyone out. It kind of grossed me out too, lol. Well, I hope this chapter was okay, even if it was a little short. I had to get one up today, though. Leave feedback, I love reading any comments you guys have :)