Crush Imagines

Imagine #10

Okay for this one listen to the "playlist" off to the side: Terrible Things by Mayday Parade,Stay by Mayday Parade, Bruised and Scarred by Mayday Parade,Miserable at Best by Mayday Parade And if you can't listen to music while reading then listen to the songs first and then listen to the song,trust me you'll want to do that; these songs by Mayday Parade go with this Imagine PERFECTLY!          Warning this one might,no WILL make you cry! Please don't hate me for this one,here it is......... The Lost Imagine    

Crush's POV

I couldn't believe it. My mind just wouldn't wrap around it. It wasn't true,this was all just one big sick,twisted prank. This couldn't happen to someone like her. All she ever did in life was good. She didn't deserve this. She didn't deserve to be d e a d.

I still choose to not believe it even though deep down somewhere in my mind,I know the truth that Y/N is dead. I still couldn't bring the words to come from my lips. Every time I tried,tears would start to fill my eyes and I would collapse onto the floor so I could cry. I just couldn't face the fact that she was gone. I mean one moment she was alive and on her way to see me then boom,her life was taken from her right before her eyes. It's all my fault that she's dead. If only I would've told her to see me in the morning instead of that night. I could've saved her life if I wasn't so selfish.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when someone bumped into me accidentally. It was a guy that was rushing to get to her funeral even though it was just up the hill and they had about an hour and a half until it was suppose to start. He muttered a sorry and then took off,running up the hill. I followed him,but at a much slower pace; as if my thoughts were weighing me down which mentally and physically were true.

I still remember the day I got the terrible news that changed my life for the worst. 

{Beginning of Flashback}

I just arrived home from school. I threw my things into my room and then walked to the kitchen to get some food. I was about to open the fridge and call out to my parents to tell them that I was home,when I heard sobbing coming from the living room. I pressed my body up against the wall that separated the kitchen from the living room and peeked my head into the living room. Both of my parents were huddled around the phone. And my mom,my mom was crying. I could see her shoulders shaking and hear the sobs that escaped her mouth. I then heard my mom start to say a few words.

"I can't even begin to imagine the pain you're going through," "I'm so sorry for you're loss" "I met her a few times when she came over here to hang out with C/N" "She seemed like a very nice girl" "In two weeks" "I'm sure he'll go" "He's going to be devastated when he finds out" "Because did you see the way he looked at her,I think he loved her" "He actually should be home by now" "I really don't want to tell him" "No I'll tell him,I just don't want to break his heart" "Goodbye and if you need anything,please feel free to call or even come over"

My mom then hung up the phone and put her head in her hands. My dad then put a hand on her shoulder and helped get her up. I realized that whoever passed,my dad didn't give two shits about. He was totally unaffected by this whole situation. He looked fine other than the fact that he looked worried about my mom. I ran to the counter,leaned against it,grabbed my phone,and started playing Five Night's at Freddy's so it looked like I wasn't just eavesdropping on them. 

My mom walked in and nearly fell to the ground from crying. A new set of tears were now falling from her face. I hurriedly rushed towards her and helped her into a nearby chair.