Stories to Tell

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So hi,
I haven't uploaded a story in a while as I haven't been in the mood to write and all the ones I have are drafts rn because I want to edit/add more to them so ye.
For now though enjoy these little things I wrote when a ff made me think about love.

( ˘ ³˘)♥ ☾♡'･ᴗ･'♡

I enjoy books and shows that wreck me emotional and/or just me go through my emotions especially if they succeed in making me cry. The story will be held even closer to my heart. The item most likely marking me for that time period, taking over my emotions and making me see things differently. Make me want to experience the hardships of life when I can't even handle the basic ones I face now. They make love have such a different meaning, making it so precious and something to protect at all cost. Making me want to feel that emotion and hold it close, cause within a second that feeling can be taken away from you. Leaving you in the dark as you are left only with the memories and hope to find something they even compare or outshine what it once was to you. Love is not something to be messed with, when left in the wrong hands one will be left more broken then the other could even imagine. Although it shouldn't be messed with it does not mean it should be feared because when you realize you had it all along it might be too late and you'll never be able to experience the truth and warmth of that emotion. You'll be left bitter craving what could have been. The heart is something that learns to like something easily, it can not be swayed easily. Even when the mind tells it no, the heart will continue its longing. It'll continue its want to feel some form of the word love, to just be washed in it. That it'll become desperate leaving the person broken, letting the once precious emotion become only yet a word that can be thrown around so carelessly, to anyone who is willing to take it. I may have grown up on books speaking about love but love never comes easy in any of its forms. It's something that happens spontaneously, in just a second. The eyes and heart connect. Maybe even just the mind and heart saying this person will be my best friend; my family. Yes, the mind will always try to stop any form of love that can be created, yelling, saying to stop. Once again if it just so happens you have found your soulmate, the person you can count on when your heart breaks. Then let it be. Even if your mind warned you about that oncoming heart break. at least you made the memories, at least you saw it from a different perspective. Enjoying the ride that is love. And the words that'll haunt me
'they found each other but were never destined to be together'

❁♡︎♥︎♡︎❁

Why is love so hard...
It's hard because without the hardships you wouldn't have as make trust and love within the two
Y'all I think I'm a hopeless romantic and won't settle for A love  story if it isn't one I saw happening or rather am happy with
Ps the sun is shining more now and is painting the room in a pale dark blue
Yo my mind won't stop going down this hole, it said
we have an ending whether it be happy or sad is something we discover and chose knowingly or unknowingly but we in the end lead ourselves to that ending to finally lay. An ending we may or may not be happy with but it's the one we got.

☁︎︎☁︎︎☁︎︎☁︎︎
I'm half tempted to put everything i had wrote that day
Update: so I did^
Edit: turns out had this already as a different draft... 👁👄👁