DISCLAIMER this is a polyamory fanfic!! that means that my character is in a relationship with more than one person. if you don't approve of that, that is completely fine. just please don't leave hurtful comments.
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2020 los angeles
after the group celebrated about getting to stay in there old studio, luke decided he wanted to bring them somewhere. lavender poofed in between reggie and luke, luke hand on her thigh while she took notice of reggies lack of shirt.
"hey. i know being dead isn't our first choice but it is easy getting around." luke spoke optimistically "easy for you to say. i lost my shirt on that one!" reggie complained "i think you look pretty good without it." i shrugged with a smirk. "nevermind, there it is." reggie spoke once his shirt appeared again, pinching my arm in retaliation.
alex rolled his eyes. "ok, so whyd you bring us here? just another reminder of where we never got to play. Thanks luke." alex spoke glumly "guys the game isn't over yet." luke spoke grabbing my hand and then poofing with the rest of the guys down to the sidewalk. "i'm telling you we've been given a second chance. let's go find some music. let's see how many clubs we can hit before sunrise." luke continued excitedly obviously having fun with this.
i stopped luke, noticing alex was falling behind. "you coming babe?" i asked raising my eyebrows. "uh yeah." he spoke confusedly, looking behind him before making his way towards us. "actually guys. i think i'm gonna go back to the studio. make sure julie hasn't changed her mind about us staying." i spoke up after a few minutes of luke and reggie pushing each other. "are you sure? i'll come back with you then." alex immediately spoke, walking to my side in panic. "no! i'll be okay. have a boys night. i'll see you guys later." i spoke giving the three a kiss before poofing away.
instead of going to the studio, i decided to go visit my house. what the boys don't know won't hurt them. don't get me wrong, i feel horrible about keeping this from the boys but i don't want them to worry.
walking into my old house all i could feel was anxiety. i had no clue if my parents were even alive or where my siblings were. tearing up i looked around the hallway entrance. all of the old pictures were still up. looking at the photos made all the memories come rushing back which made me tear up even more.
i turned the corner and walked into the kitchen where i saw an older version of my father and mom cooking. "hey mom where's that photo of lav and i? may wants to see it." i heard a very familiar voice shout from somewhere further in the house. i let a gasp as soon as i saw him. i furrowed my eyebrows as a little girl came following behind him. "it should still be in her room. you know nothings changed." mom replied giving him a look. "come on may, let's go to auntie lavs room." mason spoke picking up the little girl.
"daddy why can't i meet auntie lav?" may asked with a pout as she jumped on my old bed. "she passed away when we were teenagers." mason explained grabbing a photo off of my dresser. i smiled when i saw the photo, it was my favorite one to be exact. it was our 16th birthday. mason decided to wipe some frosting on my face which made us break out into a war. we were covered in frosting and laughing in the photo. "how did she die?" may asked examining the photo "her boyfriends were playing the orpheus, the place where we went last month, and they went to go get some food but it wasn't good and hurt them." he explained placing the frame back onto the dresser.
"do you miss her?" she asked looking up at mason. "all the time pumpkin. she died thinking i didn't love her and i regret that so much. that's why we always tell you we love you pumpkin. you've always reminded me of her, which is exactly why mommy and i named you after her." mason smiled. "i love you daddy." may spoke hugging mason.
i couldn't take it anymore and decided to poof away to where the boys were. "two crying girls." luke spoke shaking his head in disbelief. "maybe make that three." reggie spoke, noticing me before the other two did. "lav princess what happened?" luke asked panicked, immediately making his way over to me. "where were you? you haven't been at the studio." alex began to interrogated me. i just shook my head not wanting to talk about it. "baby you gotta tell us what happened so we can help you." reggie spoke softly placing a kiss on my head.
although the boys wanted to know what's was going on, they continued to comfort me and that's all i needed.
in my boys arms will always take me away from reality.
———————————- abbey speaks!
sorry for making you guys wait so long for a new chapter. i've been busy with school and haven't been able to write as much as i would like too.
on another note we have finished chapter one! what are your thoughts so far?
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