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Hinata watched the long haired boy play his game on the floor. He was sitting with his back against the wall.

"Kenma?"

"Kenmaaa?? Whats wrong?" Kenma mumbled 'nothing' as his eyebrows slightly furrowed, his fingers tapping faster.

"What game are you playing?"

"..."

"Is it difficult? It looks difficult,"

Kenma sighed as he dropped his handheld console, a bright red 'Game Over' sign flashed across the screen. He tilted his head back and looked at the ceiling.

"Oh... Im sorry..."

"Don't apologize for something so stupid. It wasn't your fault," Kenma sighed.

"Oh- Okay, sorry..."

Kenma hummed.

"Are you tired?" Hinata asked and Kenma nodded before getting up and walking yo the bed. Hinata sighed and went to his dresser and got pajamas. He went over to the bed where Kenma plugged in his phone and they both laid down, Kenma facing his back towards Hinata.

Hinata bit his lip and felt tears sting his eyes as he watched Kenmas body rise and fall with each steady, calm breath he took.

Whatd I do this time?

His small cry eventually turned into full on sobs. He covered his mouth in an attempt to muffle his cries on not wake Kenma. He sat up to go to the bathroom before he felt arms wrap around his waist and pull him into the other boys body.

He instantly felt calmed at the boys embrace and let out a deep shaky breath. His cries slowed down.

Kenma mentally cursed himself, he was supposed to be mad at him... But... He couldnt stand to see or hear him cry, so just this once... Tomorrow he woukd go back to not talking to him... Yeah.

He eventually heard Hinatas breathing slow down and calm, it was no longer uneven. He kissed the top of his head before drifting to sleep.


Hinata woke up, wrapped in Kenmas arms. Damn, this cat-like boy really confused him. He didnt know if he was mad at him or not anymore. Hinata didn't try to get up, he was afraid that if he woke Kenma up, it would go back to him acting cold.

He felt the slightly taller boy start to stretch his body. Hinata panicked before shoving his face further into his chest. He pleaded that he wouldnt get up while he tightly shut his eyes.

Kenma looked down at the boy and sighed. He shouldn't have grabbed him... Its his fault. He watched him closely, contemplating on waking him ip or not.

Hinata bit his lip before hearing a short snuffle. He tried to listen. Was... Was he crying?? Hinata panicked but didnt want to move.

"Damn it, Shoyo, why..." Kenma quickly raised his hand, wiping his tears.

He couldnt stop thinking about what Kageyama said... He got images in his head of them... Hinata moaning Kageyamas name. That- That should be HIS name hes moaning. HE should be moaning from Hinata... Not Kageyama.

"A-Am I not enough...? Is it my body?" Kenma cried harder, holding onto the boy tighter. "Im sorry..."

Im so pathetic... Kenma scowled, Im crying over a boy that Im not even dating... He... He obviously doesnt like me... Or at least not enough for me to be enough...

Hinata stretched slightly and Kenma quickly dried his tears and let go of him, reaching over for his phone.

"Goodmorning," Hinata said, his voice was all groggy and a bit deeper than usual. The long haired boys heart fluttered and he mentally cursed himself.

He hummed in response, and Hinata bit his tongue, shoving his face in his pillow. Back to this again....

"What time are you going home?" Hinata mumbled into the pilow

"Eh, the next train leaves in about an hour so then I guess," Kenma replied.

Hinata lifted his head from the pillow and looked at the boy. "Youre leaving so soon?"

"Yeah."

"O-Oh... Mkay..." Hinata sighed, sitting up, criss cross applesauce and put his hands in his lap, looking down at them.

"Why are you so upset?" Kenmas words left his mouth, oozing with disgust. Hinatas body shivered.

"W-Well... I d-dont wa-ant you to l-leave," The boy mentally cursed himself for stuttering so much.

"Why?!" Hinata flinched. "I-Im ignoring you, damn it! You shouldnt be talking to me... or wanting to talk to me... Thats... Thats bullshit Shoyo!"

"I- Well I dunno," He bit his lip.

Dont cry.

"I- I guess its just b-because I love you? Im n-not really sure..."

Kenma just stared at the boy, before shaking his head and getting off the bed.

"Higher your standards. Youre acting like an idiot."

Whelp. So much for not crying. Hinata started giggling as the warm tears caressed his skin. Kenma stopped and turned around.

"So what if Im an idiot?!" Hinata could no longer see properly as his vision was blurred. "I know... Kageyama- No. Almost EVERYONE. Tells me every fucking day, Kenma. But how- how am I an idiot for loving you?! Because obviously I did something wrong and you arent talking to me?? What the fuck?!" He laughed, rubbing his eyes. "So... If I stopped talking to you because I was upset, youd just completely fall out of love and give up? Is that was you mean?!"

"I- No-"

"You know what? It doesnt seem like you love me anymore anyway so that question doesnt really matter."

"Shoyo... Im s-"

"It doesnt matter. C'mon... Your train leaves soon."

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_______________✨910 wordsA/N-hey hey hey :)im back ✌️😃alzo ima get aTtAcKeD for making it sad so r i pok thays alllllmake sure to vote!!! ❤️ALSO WE ARE AT 4K READS- I- AHSHAJAJAKok  ok byeeee

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