Black Lungs || fillie

Dangerously On May

Finn was lost in deep thought. They were together.

Not him and Millie. Her and some other dude. Should he be worried about him?

The boy whispers something in her ear, and after that they giggle. Finn watches as the boy takes her hand and leads her somewhere.

Finns eyes start to panic as he wonders where they've gone to. And right after that he hears the scream of a female.

"S-shit. Where are you, Millie?" He questions in the mist. "Finn help me!" She called out.

He ran in circles, he could not find her. It grew quiet. The quiet changed the area he was in.

Suddenly, Finn was in a house he remembers. This was his fathers house.
Footsteps grew loud from behind him.

Tap on his shoulder. "Dad?" Finn got startled as he turned around. "Don't let us down, kid. Don't let her down." He spoke.

"What do you mean?" Finn questjoned. "Time is running out, son." His father says with a sad smile, pointing to Finns heart.

Then, Finn starts to cough. "See what I mean?" His father noticed. His father starts to disappear.

"Where are you going, dad?" Finn asks. "I'll see you later." He replies.

Finn awakens. Lost. Lost is what he is, cannot find answers. He can feel the tear on his heart that formed that moment he admitted his feelings to Millie.

He can feel the depression kick in slowly as the thought of his cancer flowed through his mind. And he was even wondering who that boy was.

Finn was back at his apartment, he left her alone. She was shocked as he admitted those words, leaving him embarrassed.

Did she even want to respond? He asks himself. His sigh his heard as a pulls out a cigarette from his brand new cigarette box... which lead him to being on house arrest. Broken, they were.

It had only been a few days since he admitted his feelings towards her. He ran out as soon as he saw the shocked look on her face.

The smoke comes out of his mouth as he exhales. A few steps away from having lungs black as ashes.

*ring ring*

"Hello?" Finn spoke as he picked up the phone to who was Sadie. "Hey Finn... I just wanted to tell you that Millie is celebrating her new role, it's just us who knows." She explained. Finn sighed as he was embarrassed to see Millie.

"Do I really have to go?" He asks frowning behind the phone. He could hear Sadie scoff from the other line, causing him to smile because he knows how Sadie is. "Of course you have to go, idiot. Don't tell her I told you this but she really wants you to come." Sadie replied.

His heart felt squeezed but in a good way, he was melting. His cheeks burned as he heard Sadie tell him this. "Okay. I'll try to be there." He responded.

"You better be there." Sadie says. "Yeah yeah. I'll see you there." Finn says before hanging up the phone.

Again he inhales the toxicity.

Will he be there?

💛💛💛

"What are you so worried about?" Jack asks. Jack was Finn's bestfriend ever since they were kids, they trusted each other with everything. "I-I don't even know if I could see her. I don't even know if she's sure she wants to see me!" Finn panicked.