Black Lungs || fillie

I Already Feel Safe With You

It was a call from her every single day. He appreciated it, she was making sure that he's okay. Every night, would be a call from her.

With her costar, Louis Partridge, she's sort of able to cope. Louis would understand where she's coming from, and would even bring her takeout since he knows that's what she likes. Slowly, she's coming to terms with this.

When she thought of Finn, filming wasn't easy for her.

It wasn't easy for either of them.

"I-I've been doing chemotherapy, I do it all for her. I don't wanna let her down." Finn says to Mia, his therapist.

"Finn, don't stress it out. You'll never let her down." She reassures him.

"It's hard to not stress it out when all I've ever done was let her down." He sighs sadly. Mia could feel her heart slightly crack at the sadness she saw. She frowned.

"We make mistakes, Finn and that's okay. But what matters the most is that you learn from your past mistakes. You're human. It's okay to feel this way. But, you know you won't let her down." Mia replies.

That gave him confidence, questions popped up in his head as he thought of ways to make Millie happy. His lips curve into a smile.

"Thank you, Mia." Finn says happily with a big smile on his face. Mia chuckles at how happy he got, "You're welcome. If you need anything, just call me." She smiles at him.

Finn proudly gets up, "I shall succeed! Have a good day, Mia."

He walks out of the office, closing her door. He walks with a small soft smile on his face until he bumped into his one and only ex. "Uh?" Finn was in confusion.

"Why are you so confused? That's my therapist too, ya know." Iris states. Finn's smile drops, "I-I just didn't expect you here. Especially not expecting to bump into you again."

Iris furrows her eyebrows, "Why are you here exactly?"

"None of your business."

"You don't have to be so rude about it, I was just asking." Iris crosses her arms. The girl he was in love with for a while was arguing with him in the hallway.

It sort of angered him.

"It is nothing, Iris. It was good talking to you, but now I have to go." Finn says coughing while at it. The feeling of heaviness comes so often now.

"Right..." She responds lowly before walking away. She didn't want to walk away, especially since he was coughing horrendously, it's what she did anyways.

He continues to walk away as well, covering his mouth with his arm as he coughs.

Later that day...

He missed her lips on his, the known feeling was slowly disappearing. Every single time he thinks about her, he zones out.

Gaten snaps his fingers in his face.

"You're not eating your salad, what's wrong?" Gaten asks with a frown upon his lips. Finn looks at Gaten and chuckles, "You know I've never been a salad person."

"But, you asked for it." Gaten gives puppy eyes. Finn smiles and sighs, slouching down a little in his chair. Gaten takes Finns bowl, "Guess I'll just eat it."

It was quite obvious to Gaten that something was bothering Finn. This was his bestfriend, his brother. As Gaten chewed like he always does, he points out what's bothering Finn.

"I know you aren't okay, Finn. And that's alright..." Gaten started as he swallowed, causing Finn to look at him. Finn already knew where this was going, he just questioned why they didn't understand that he didn't want the media onto him about this.