Don't look back

Chapter 22

When I finally wake up from my nap it's dark outside. I remember Cameron coming in and telling me that he and Ainsley had work to do but he made sure everything was locked. I drag myself out of the bed and into the bathroom.

Finishing up, I hear something bashing on the front door. My heart rate spikes and I drop to the floor in the bathroom. I can't physically move from here. The bashing only intensifies. I can't move to get my phone to call Cameron. The tears are falling from my eyes and my chest is constricting my breathing. The room is spinning. Dark dots are playing across the surface of the room.

I lay down to try and stop the spinning but the darkness takes over me.

**

When I come to from passing out, I am laying in a bed. There is someone laying behind me. I am too scared and frightened to turn over in case it isn't Cameron. The body behind me starts moving

Cameron- (whispering) "Luce. Are you awake?"

I know that voice. I dream of that voice. I roll myself over and throw my arm around his waist and bury my face in his chest

Cameron- (whispering) "Oh Luce. What got you so scared baby?"

I softly sob into Cameron's chest

Lucille- (whispering) "There was someone at the door. Bashing on it. Trying to get in. I couldn't move from the bathroom to get the phone to call you"

Cameron pulls me in tighter to his chest. He rubs circles into my back soothingly. It lulls me back into a dreamless sleep.

Waking up the next morning, I can feel a heavy presence around my waist. Remembering it was Cameron in the bed with me, I relax into his warm body. I can feel the heat of his breath on the back of my neck and it is sending chills down through my body. He must notice me shiver as he places kisses on the back of my neck. I slowly roll over to face him and take his lips with mine.

Cameron rolls us both so he is laying on top of me. Never breaking our kiss. I can feel his erection sticking into my thigh. Just that touch through our clothes is sending my hormones haywire.

Cameron- (breathless) "Good morning gorgeous"

Lucille- (breathless) "Good morning? Let's make it a great morning"

Cameron sits back on his knees and pulls his shirt off over his head. I run my nails down his chest and over his hard abs. He grabs a hold of my wrists and pulls me up to him. Cameron takes my top off and throws it onto the floor with his own. His hands go straight to my breast and flicks my nipples. I slowly lay myself back down and he follows.

He runs his hands up and down my sides while my hands play in his hair. Cameron hooks his thumbs into the side of my underwear and starts to pull them down slowly. As he is doing this his mouth is leaving a trail of kisses from my lips, down my throat, over the swells of my breasts.

*Cameron POV*

Looking at the beauty underneath me, I can't control what my cock is doing. Lucille with no top on makes me want to blow my load multiple times before I even get a chance to sink into her. Running my mouth down her body is absolute bliss, but torture on myself. All I want to do is claim this woman as mine for the rest of my life.

I finally get down to her sweetness. I tease her slit with my lips and give it a quick lick as I move my way back up her body. I would love to take my time today but I need to have her right now.

I reach back to her mouth and take it with my own. Lucille has wrapped her arms around my neck and her legs around my hips. I lean back a little and take a hold of my cock, aligning it up with her opening. One slow and torturous thrust. Inch by inch I am finally settling myself into where I have wanted to be for months.

The little whimpers and moans coming from Lucille's perfect little mouth rile me up to make me want to go faster, but I want to saviour this moment with her. I slow myself down to make love to the woman I love whole heartedly.

I stare into her eyes and can see the love she has for me in them. My eyes will reflect the same back to her. Slowly I keep pumping away, I know I am close to finishing but I want her to come with me. I can feel her body shaking, her legs wrapping tighter around my hips. Her heels are pushing into my arse. More moans and whimpers coming from her mouth. I capture them with my own. Kissing her is the most amazing feeling in the world. Knowing I get to have these lips whenever I want is what makes me orgasm with a loud grunt. Lucille finishing at the same time. Milking my cock for all I have.

Cameron- (panting) "I fucking love you Lucille"

Lucille- (panting) "I love you Cameron. So much"

**

After spending the best part of an hour with the most beautiful woman in the world we jumped up and had a shower together. I needed to tell her about the new information on the case with her mother. But with how everything has gone I am scared that she will become a recluse again.

I left her in the bathroom to finish her morning routines. I quickly got dressed and made my way down to the kitchen. Pouring myself a cup of coffee

Ainsley- "Sup bro?"

Cameron- "Morning man. Need to tell her today. Don't know how it is gonna go?"

Ainsley- "I know, but we have to do it. What happened last night?"

Cameron- "She heard someone bashing on the front door. It scared the shit out of her. I just held her as she slept. She was all over the place last night. The minute I thought I would close my eyes she started thrashing around"

I heard the floors creak from down the hallway. I turned my head and saw my angel.

Cameron- "Coffee babe?"

Lucille- "Yes please"

I pour Luce a cup and add in her one sugar and splash of milk. She walks over to me and gives me a quick peck on the lips and takes her coffee from my hand. I watch her she takes a big whiff of the coffee and watch as her eyes roll into the back of her head, remembering that not long ago I watched her eyes do that many times.

Knowing now I had to tell her about the visit with her mother and the extra information on the case, my palms start to sweat. I hate this part. I know this kills her slowly. Lucille sits down at the table and opens up her laptop. I clear my throat and open my mouth

Lucille- "So what do you boys need to say? I heard your little conversation"

I look at Ainsley with my mouth open wide

Ainsley- "Ummmm, I think you should take this one Cam"

I flip Ainsley the finger and take a seat next to Lucille.

Cameron- "So yesterday when you were sleeping Ainsley and I paid a little visit to Mary. She was trying to weasel her way out of her charges by giving us information on Adam and Brandon's father"

As soon as I said that, a lightbulb went off in my head

Cameron- "Luce, when you married Adam, did his father attend the wedding?"

Luce sits there looking at me while thinking. When it finally comes to her I see her eyes go from the bright lights to a dull flicker

Lucille- "Oh fuck"