9. TO GO OR NOT TO GO

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Afraid of my mom finding out I skipped school to go to the beach with a guy, my butterflies disappeared. We drove all the way out here and now we need to leave.

First, Damage control. I texted my mom back

Me: Really Mom you don't need to do that. I'm studying for finals next week and have a lot to cover. The quiet house is exactly what I need today

I couldn't wait long for a reply. I knelt down next to Cameron on the blanket, unsure of how to tell him. He opened his eyes and looked at me, his lips turning up into a smile. His warm hand reached my knee, slowly sliding his fingers up my thigh.

"What's the matter princess you still upset about your wet clothes?" I had forgotten already and glanced at them, wet and covered in sand.

"No. My mom texted me. She's planning to come home early so I won't be home alone on my birthday. I tried to convince her not to, but we probably need to get me back now."

"Text her back and tell her your at the beach with your boyfriend." Cameron sat up and looked at my shocked expression.

"My boyfriend?" Obviously he was joking. Cameron Beck never dates anyone.

Cameron grabbed my knee and quickly lifted it up over him pulling me on top of him. My palms landed on his chest. It happened so fast my towel fell and I was straddling Cameron's lap.

"Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?"

Feeling his hands gently running from my knees up to my thighs and landing on my hips, he lightly squeezed my hips and I watched as his eyes scanned my half-naked body.

"We really need to go" my eyes pleading with him to understand.

"Don't worry, Astrid, I'll get you home. Can I just have five more minutes? I love seeing you like this."

Blushing, I nodded and bit my lower lip. Cameron let out an audible sigh and gripped my hips tighter.

I felt his excitement rising under me, and his eyes were fierce. His hands were like fire on my hips. He pushed me back a little then pulled me back forward, rubbing me against him.

I closed my eyes and a soft moan escaped my lips. Cameron continued pushing my hips back and forth, rubbing my body against his. I was losing control of rational thought.

Cameron held on to me and flipped me onto the ground, with him on top of me. Our eyes were locked and our breathing heavy. He ran his hands up my abdomen and to my chest.

Moans were escaping from me without my permission. Cameron was grinding into me and leaned down tilting my head to the side and kissed my neck.

"Do you want me to stop?" His whisper in my ear sent shivers down my body. No, I didn't want him to ever stop. I looked over to my phone on the blanket.

My Mom is coming home and she's going to demand an explanation if im not there before her.

"I don't... But I don't want to be grounded right before prom and graduation either."

Cameron sighed and said "maybe tomorrow night after prom we can pick up where we left off? Will your off-limits rule still apply tomorrow?"

This was moving so fast, but with his body still pinning me to the ground, I couldn't think clearly.

"I could lift the lips ban tomorrow, but I have plans after prom." Cameron pressed himself into me again and I gasped.

"Your body is telling me you should blow off those plans. What are these big plans of yours anyway?"

My body is betraying me. I felt myself wriggling my hips under him. Cameron smiled and pressed himself against me again. Separated only by thin bathing suits I could feel how hard he was, I knew how badly he wanted me. I wanted him too.

"My brother's frat house is throwing a party and im going with my friends."

"I know the one, I went last year. That party is all about college guys trying to hook up with newly legal young girls. I don't want some guy taking advantage of you at that party." I gripped his arms as he pressed up against me again.

"My brother will be there to keep an eye on me. I'm sure I'll be fine."

Cameron kissed my neck again then sat up. "Im gonna pack up, so we can get you home. If you're grounded I won't have the chance to take advantage of you myself."

I couldn't put my damp sandy clothes back on, so I wrapped up in the beach towel and gathered my things. On the ride home, Cameron drove faster than normal but managed to keep his hand on my thigh most of the way. When we were only ten minutes from my house my phone vibrated.

Mom: Don't be silly you have all weekend to study. I'll be home in thirty minutes I'm just leaving the shop now

Well, that would give me twenty minutes to hide the evidence and get in the shower.

"Everything all right?" Cameron gave my leg a squeeze.

"Yeah, my mom is just leaving work now so ill be fine. Thanks again for taking me out. I'm sorry it was a short beach day."

I can't believe I almost just lost my virginity on the beach in broad daylight to Cameron Beck. So caught up in my own thoughts I almost missed him talking.

"My friend is throwing a graduation party out on that beach. He's getting a few kegs from his older brother and there's gonna be a bonfire. What do you say, you wanna go with me?"

"I have dinner plans with my family, but I should be free by nine. If that's not too late?"

"I'll take what I can get."

We pulled onto my street. I checked my phone for the time and knew I needed to hurry, so I undid my seat belt and got my bag ready. My hand was on the handle as we pulled in.

"Should I walk you in and help you out of that wet bikini?" Knowing he was joking I smiled.

"I need to go, ill see you tomorrow though." I hopped out and speed-walked into the house. I watched Cameron drive away through the window, then ran upstairs.

After I had hidden my beach bag and lit a candle, I got in the shower. Scrubbing off the sunblock and salty ocean smell I felt better about not getting caught, but my guilty conscience was going to be harder to wash away. I got out just in time to hear my mom coming in the door downstairs.

This was a hard chapter for me to write. I wanted sexy but still semi innocent, how did I do? Vote if you liked it and comment if you want.

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