Band Imagines!! :))

Kellin Quinn Imagine

Girl's name: Caroline

Caroline's POV

I ran my hands over my stomach once more.. I just sighed to myself and shook my head in disappointment.. I glanced once more at my thighs (in the mirror), and got the same reaction from myself.. When will I be beautiful?

"Caroline? You ready, sweet?"

"Huh? Yeah! Let's go.."

Kellin plans on taking me to this restaurant he went to and he told me the food was amazing. So he decided that I try it...

"Good evening, sir, ma'am. May I take your orders?" 

Kellin knew exactly what he ordered, but i didn't quite hear.

"And for the lady?"

"Oh, ummm.. I'll just have the uhh.." I have to pick something that doesn't have much calories.. " I;ll get the deluxe sandwhich please...Oh, wait, actually.. just get me the salad, please."

"And for your drinks?"

"Just water please."

"Caroline, are you sure you want that? I told you, you can have anything you want."

"Im good." I smiled

"Hmm.. okay then? I'll just have a milkshake please.."

"Okay. Your dinner will be ready in 10 mins."

I hope Kellin doesn't suspect anything. Don't tell him this, but I think I have body dysmorphia. Im not exactly sure but, I think so..

Just like any other date, we engaged in small talk and other random stuff. Minutes later, our food was served. Turns out, Kellin ordered some sort of steak and veggies. It looked delicious to be honest, but I can eat anything like that. I have to watch my image. Kellin must have noticed me staring at his food, cause the next thing I know, there's a slice of it in front of me..

"C'mon, Caroline. Do you want it or not?"

"Hmm? No thank you."

"Aw, c'mon.. It's just one little bite. Please? Eat for me.."

"Okay, fine." I mean it's one little bite..right?

After dinner, I went to bed, cause I was just plain tired and hungry..

"Goodnight, Kellin. See you tomorrow!"

"Goodnight! Sweet dreams!"

-The next morning-

"Goodmorning, Caroline!" 

"Goodmorning, Kellin!"

"Listen, I need to talk to you about something. It's something serious and it's bothering me."

"Is everything alright?"

"No, at least I dont think it is. This is about you Caroline."

I hope he doesnt know.

" I was on the computer last night, and you forgot to close your tabs. I never meant to snoop or anything. I just saw it."

Oh, he knows... Here it goes..

"I saw you planned to get a tummy tuck, and some other cosmetic body modifications... Just one question.. Why?"

"I don't have to answer to you."

"Why not?"

"Just leave me alone, Kellin!"

"I cant! This is serious! Let me help you! or at least someone else, a therapist or something... Please.."

He inched closer to me, touching my hand. I sat in silence, thinking what I would say next.. He moved closer, closer to me. Our faces were inches apart, and seconds later he closed it. His hands travelled to my stomach and I broke the kiss. 

"Kellin, please dont."

"But I want to, I want you to feel beautiful, to feel loved. And it's not like you can do anything about it."

I figured he had a point and I just gave up on fighting with him. This only proves how much he cares. He ended up giving me butterfly kisses on my stomach. They were little pecks, but they were filled with love.

After that, we talked about it, my body dysmorphia i mean, for what seemed like hours. It only felt like hours because I dont want to talk about it, but it has to be. In the end, I was able to agree in seeing a therapist. 

"Im glad you agree, my beautiful angel." he smiled

"Oh, shut up."

"I mean it, though.." he kisses my cheek

"Hey, Kellin... thanks.."

and he replied with a sincere smile

~END~

A/N

Soo... I finally updated.. I'm really sorry it's late.. And that ending tho, it sucks doesn't it? Im really sorry.. I couldn't think of anything :((

And I still have so many request and school work to do.. which reminds me, it's almost our prom.. and im sort of excited and nervous(not sure why).. I hope you guys are doing okay <3

Love youuu

~CARAphernelia~