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Kellin Quinn Imagine (continuation)

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Here's the update :3 .. Im supposed to be reviewing and doing homework but meh, I'll do it later xDD

Once again, prepare your tissues.. This one is the most emotional above all the other imagines i did.. And Im sorry in advance..

Kellin's POV

I bent down to her shaking body.. Sh*t! There was blood everywhere and it won't stop coming. I held her close.. she was still awake .. Thank god... but she was weak.. really weak..

"Y/N? A-are you s-still awake?" I couln't see actually, my eyes were flooded with tears.

"..u-h..uh" she said weakly

"T-this is all my-y f-fault. Im so s-sorry.. Im so f-f*cking s-sorry.." I sobbed

"shhhhh.."she held her arm weakly to my face and wiped the tears away. I held her other hand

'D-don't say t-that...i-its not your f-fault... y-you jus-st didnt see i-it coming" she said barely audible..

"NO! It is.. If i just listened to you like the boyfriend im supposed to be, none of this should happen.. if I could take places with you.. Id do it in a heartbeat.." I cried even more

"T-thats not t-true, y-youre the b-best pers-son i could ask f-for.. at l-least I g-got to s-save you.. t-to ..y-you know..p-pay you b-back cause y-you saved me.." I couldnt say anything and she was getting weaker and weaker by the second.. I was greatful that she even remained consious for this long..

"d-dont c-cry now.. rememb-ber that i l-love you so s-so much, i-i hate seing y-you like this-s.. a-and d-dont w-worry.. if i do die.. im happy t-that it was beacuse to s-save you.. a-and besides.. you'll aa-always have m-me..I- i.....l-love...you" then she closed her eyes. My eyes widened at the scene, I didn't notice that there were a lot of people watching us.. but I didn't mind.. The driver (who hit her) offered a ride.. he better anyway.. so i lifted Y/N up and got her into the car.

"Stay with me Y/N!! C'mon!! You can't give up!!" I shaked her a bit..it was like that for the whole ride.

After what seemed like forever..we finally got to the hospital.. I lifted Y/N in my arms and rushed to the entrance...

"Please someone help me!!Someone!! Anyone!!" i scremed

Nurses and a doctor came to me and pulled Y/N and me apart. I hesitated at first but I let them, and I couldn't help but feel Y/N sqeeze my hand.. and it was she was saying 'goodbye, I love you".. I shaked the thought out of my head and followed the nurses..that is until the doctor stopped me..

"Im sorry sir, but you can't come with us. This is serious matter and we can't have anymore delays or distractions." he said sternly

"No! I need to see her!!" I pleaded pushing everyone out of the way.. I got a last glimpse of Y/N before they pulled me away.

"Listen sir!! Calm down!!This is serious!! Security is going to be with you until I give you the news, Ok?" the doctor said obviously annoyed with what I did..

"Yes sir"

I paced around back and forth with my thoughts running.. I didn't even bother to call anyone for comfort cause I knew I was going to cry again. Finally, the doctor came out with the news.. I couldn't believe it...

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"You are the most wonderful girl I have ever met. I remember all the times we spend together, I hope you remember them too. I love you with all of my heart, and I will forever do.. I still have a lot to say and i will say them, but right now.. you'll be resting.. Don't you ever forget about me Y/N." I said in tears as they lowered her casket down. I couldn't believe it.. This was all my fault.. Im the reason why she died.. I couldn't take it.. I just ran away from the home to a nearby cliff..I knew I was going to do it, but somehow I can't.. I feel like someone is keeping me from jumping, the feeling is like someone is hugging me from behind and comforting me, telling me that everything will be alright...

So I didn't, and everytime I felt like that or felt alone, that feeling would always come. I knew it was Y/N. So everytime that happened I would go the her gravestone and just talk to her, lie down beside the stone and tell her everything that was on my mind. Sometimes I would go to her and have lunch.. I still make lunch for her and just talk to her like she was actually there..

Im really sorry Y/N. But I really really do love you, with all of my heart..

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Yeah,, you hate me.. I told you it was emotional.. Anyway.. I need to go do the things I was supposed to do a few hours ago...Ahahah... Anyway.. Please please please please please.. Vote Comment PLEASE :((

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