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Alex Gaskarth Imagine (continuation)

Alex's POV

I woke up to beeping sounds and found myself lying down on a hospital bed with my arms and legs on cast. Luckily, I didn't feel pain at this time. I looked to my right and i saw the most horrible thing ever, it just broke my heart in pieces.. I saw Y/N all covered in blood and a few casts on her  and a LOT of tubes connected to her. It took me a while to comprehend what just happened.. Then it all began playing into my mind..

I just started crying and screaming, I could kick or punch or anything because I was on cast.. 

"Why?!?! Why me?!?!" I sobbed

A nurse came running to the room, asking what was wrong. I just shook my head and cried even more. She nodded understanding,

"Would you like your beds to be closer?" she asked sweetly

"Yes please."

"Alright"

she moved us close then left us together. I felt the tears coming again, and I didn't fight it. I held her hand, causing me a lot of pain in doing so, but i don't mind as long as it's for her. I pushed her hair out of her face. I started singing to her...

"Make it a sweet good bye

it could be for the last time and it's not right. 
"Don't let yourself get in over your head," he said. 
Alone and far from home we'll find you...

Dead - Like a candle you burned out; 
spill the wax over the spaces left in place of angry words.
Scream - To be heard, like you needed any more attention; 
throw the bottle, break the door, and disappear.

Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams, 
waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."

Forever's never seemed so long as when you're not around 
it's like a piece of me is missing. 
I could have learned so much from you but what's left now?
Don't you realize you shot this family a world of pain? 
Can't you see there should have been a happy ending we let go?

Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams, 
waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."

Sing me to sleep.
Sing me to sleep.
Sing me to sleep.
Sing me to s..."

I couldn't sing it properly cause I was crying then the beeping noise from her machine (A/N im sorry i dont know what thats called xD) started to slow down which made me cry even more..nonetheless, I continued singing... 

"Sing me to sleep (You've taken so much with you...) 
I'll see you in my dreams, (But left the worst with me...), 
waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."
I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I finished off.. Her heart became more stable.. which made me smile a little..

"Y/N? I know you can't probably hear me, but I want you to know anyway. Listen, ummmm.. where do I start? There's so many things that I could say, but Im sure it would come out all wrong. But I'll give it a go... Ever since you've been with me, I've been the happiest man alive. I want to do everything. I love you so soo sooo much, and it will end when infinity ends. I know this moment isn't exactly bright for us, but we'll get through this right? We have to! Because Y/N? I want to spend every second with you. Would you agree to be my forever?"  I poured out

All of a sudden nurses and doctors sprang the door open, I'm surprised it didn't break, and they started to bring Y/N away from me. I held her hand tighter.

"Where are you taking her? Don't let her leave me?" I pleaded

"Do you want her to live?" one nurse asked a bit annoyed

"Of course I do!" I said with a 'duh' tone

"Then let us take her" then they were gone. I was left alne in the room, just thinking about what would happen..

*fast forward*

We were going to be released tomorrow, miraculously, we didn't stay very long at the hospital. It was very silent.. I decided to break the silence..

"Hey Y/N?"

"Yeah?"

"When it was our first day here, I said somethings to you.. and did you hear them?"

"You mean when I was unconsious?" she said tilting her head.. Awww she looks cute like that..

"Yup"  I said looking down at my hands and playing with them

"Yes I did!" she smiled

"so... do you?..." I looked down again and scratched my neck...

Then I felt a pair of arms around my neck. I realized it was Y/N. So I hugged her back and twirled her around. 

"Is that a yes?"

"Hell yeah"

We kissed and I twirled her around again..

"Awesome!"

I got down on one knee and put the engagement ring on her finger.

"Alex! I love it" she cheered happily

"But I love you more" I kissed her cheek

Good thing we were in morphine during all that..

A/N

So there :)) I really hope you like it :))

I can't update now 'cause we have to memorize stupid scientific names of about 162 idk plants and animals. Ahhh Fck it! Anyway if you dont know the song.. Its called Lullabies <3

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