Lust in Ocean [Kainuyan Island #1] [COMPLETED]

Chapter 15

Andra Celestine Xanford

Many years ago...

"Andra, don't forget me when the time comes that everything will get hard for the both of us, okay?" Calix said while sitting on the hammock.

We are here at Kainuyan Island. This Island is the witnessed of our loved. This Island is the reason why Calix and I became close and fell inlove.

"Of course, I won't! I don't think I will ever forget you. Para kang isang super glue na hindi na matatanggal sa puso ko," I laugh at what I said and he put my head on his shoulders.

"What if one day I'll forget you? Will you wait for me to remember you?" I asked him and he just show me his confused face.

"Why are you suddenly asking questions like that?" He ask, confused.

"Nothing. I just wanna know if you'll wait me if ever I lost my memories." Nag kibit balikat ako sa sinabi at napaisip naman siya.

"Of course, I'll wait until you remember me. I love you so much, and I think hindi na ako mag mamahal pa ng ibang tao maliban sa iyo," my hearts flatter at what he said kaya naman napahalik ako sa pisngi niya ng wala sa oras.

"I don't think I'll love someone else too. If ever you'll loose your memories, I will surely wait for you until you remember me. I just can't love without you." He kissed the temple of my nose and smiled at me.

"I will never ever forget you, love. There's no reason para makalimutan kita. We've been together for five years now. I am sure na ikaw na ang pakakasalan ko kaya wag kang mag-isip ng mga ganiyang senaryo. It's making me nervous!" He exclaimed and I just laugh at his reaction.

Five years with Calix are full of happiness. For me, he's a perfect boyfriend. He will do everything to make me happy. He won't let someone hurt me nor let his self hurt my feelings. I promised myself that I will never ever marry other man if it's not Calix. He's too precious to be replaced. I can't loose him and replace him.

Not ever.

"Hey, Andra. Andra."

Napa gising ako na umiiyak at pawis na pawis. Hindi ko alam pero palagi ko nanamang napapanaginipan 'yung mga oras na kami pa ni Calix. 'Yung mga oras na ayos pa ang lahat. Na naaalala pa niya ako.

"Bad dream?" Gusto kong umiling sa sinabi niya pero hindi ko ginawa.

I wanted to tell him that I'm having a very good dream. Dahil ang panaginip kong iyon ay ang pinakamagandang oras sa buhay ko.

I really did promised to him and to myself that I will never replace him, but look at me now, married and cheating.

Fuck!

"O my god. O my god!" I shouted when I realized that I'm naked.

"Fuck, I-I need to go." Saad ko at agad na pinulot ang mga damit ko.

Mag-iisang buwan na kami rito sa isla at sa tuwing maaalala ko na may nangyari sa amin ay ganito ang magiging reaksyon ko. Until now, wala pa rin siyang alam na may asawa ako at hindi ko pa rin nasasabi sa kanya ang balak ko.

"Hey, where you goin'?" Tanong niya ng palabas na ako sa hotel room niya.

"Let's talk later, okay." I said and closed the door quickly.

Agad akong pumunta sa sarili kong kwarto at pinag sasampal ang sarili ko.

"Fuck it, Andra! Ang bobo mo! Diba sabi mo tama na? Sabi mo wag na? Bakit nangyari nanaman!" I said, scolding myself in the mirror.