Unpredictable - 5SOS

Chapter 15

2 Week Later

My phone went off and I looked down and smiled. Ashton texted me again. Kayla and Luke went out on their date and Kayla told me that it was amazing. They are going out in a couple days again and Luke may have told me that he may or may not ask her out. Hannah and Michael are also going to go out on date, and Erin and Calum both like each other. They won't admit it but it's so obvious. Ashton and I still haven't went out on our date, but we are still planning to go out.

I opened up my phone and looked at Ashton's text.

Ashton: So me and the boys are going camping today for a week and we were wondering if you and the girls wanted to come with :) xx

Me: Yeah of course we will go camping with you guys :)

I locked my phone and ran into Erin's room in our apartment.

"Hey guys, we are going camping with the boys today. It lasts for a week so you might want to start packing." I then turned to leave.

"Wait a second we are going camping and you didn't even ask us?" Hannah said.

"Yep I thought that was pretty obvious." I smiled.

"But we have to sleep on the ground!" Erin complained.

"And also I can't straighten my hair in the middle of no where! There's no outlets!" Kayla ranted.

"Erin we will be in tents, and Kayla you look just as beautiful with wavy hair. Now guys pack up we only have an hour until we leave!" I walked out and began to pack.

It doesn't take me long to pack so I went to go watch How I Met Your Mother. That is like the best fucking TV show ever.

After a couple of episodes, someone knocked on the door. I opened it and I immediately saw a pair of hazel eyes and fluffy, curly golden hair.

"Hi Gabby." Ashton smiled.

"Hi Ashtina." I giggled while pulling him in for a hug.

Then the rest of the boys saw us and joined our hug. I was basically hugging four very attractive Australians who also smelled really nice.

"Is Kayla here?" Luke asked while everyone pulled away from the group hug.

"Yeah she's just in her room finishing up packing. Hannah and Erin are helping her pack by the way." I said.

Luke, Calum, and Michael ran inside my apartment and into Kayla's room. I laughed because they were like a group of excited puppies.

"Anyways Gabby I want to tell you about something." Ashton said.

"And what would that be?" I smiled.

Then a blonde girl with blue eyes walked over to Ashton and linked arms with him.

"Gabby this is my girlfriend, Bianca." Ashton smiled.

"Girlfriend?" I asked.

I can't be hearing this right. I thought Ashton liked me. I guess I was wrong.

"Yeah, she's new to LA and I wanted her to get to know you guys. So I decided why not have her go camping with us." Ashton said.

Bianca narrowed her eyes and smirked. She leaned in and kissed Ashton's cheek and whispered something in his ear. His eyes widened and he started walking inside my apartment.

"Here I'll help you with your luggage." He said while going to my room.

Bianca then grabbed my wrists and pulled me out into the hallway. She then pushed me up against a wall and she looked mad.

"Listen you bitch, I know you and Ashton used to have a thing but he's mine now. So fucking lay off. He clearly doesn't like you so just stop. You are embarrassing yourself." Bianca said harshly.

I just wanted to burst into tears right then and there. Bianca is such a bitch and I have to spend a week with her! A whole fucking week. I should just not go. But I have to. I can't let the guys down. And Ashton. Wait Gabby he doesn't like you, this is for the guys.

"Just please leave me alone." I whispered while sniffling a little bit.

"Tell me you'll back off." She smirked.

"I'm not making any promises." I mumbled.

"What!" She screamed.

"I said I'll back off." I said more clearly.

"Good." She let go of me and I ran inside my apartment.

"Hey Gabby I got your-" Ashton started to say but I ran past him and into the bathroom.

I locked the door and slid down. What did I do to deserve this? I looked over to the blade sitting on my sink. No. I can't go back into my old habits. I then started playing with my bracelets and thinking of the first time I self harmed.

Flashback

It was my senior year in high school and I was having a horrible day. My boyfriend broke up with me, my friend turned on me and told a bunch of people rumors, and my dog died.

I also got bullied and I wasn't excepted here. The only people who really liked me was Kayla, Hannah, and Erin. Just then my bully, who is also the most popular girl in school, walked over to me with her stupid friends.

"What do you want from me?" I whispered holding back the tears.

"Nothing you're worthless. Why would we want something from you?" They all laughed and I decided I had enough.

I ran out of the high school and to my house. When I got inside I grabbed a blade from my dad's bathroom and ran into mine. I sat on the ground and just thought to myself. Why don't you just do it already? No one wants to be friends with you. No one loves you. You're worthless just like they said. You aren't welcome here.

I then gave into the pressure and I made a cut on my wrist. I winced in pain. I let the tears flood out of my eyes as I continued to cry.

Flashback ended

I let the tears stream down my face and those horrible memories came back to me. That was an awful time in my life. I pulled down my bracelets and looked at my scars. No one should deserve to feel like this.

I then heard light knocks on the door.

"Gabby are you okay?" Ashton asked quietly.

"Yeah," I said while wiping away my tears, "I'll be out in a second."

"Are you sure?" Ashton asked.

"Yes Ashton I'm fucking okay! I'll be out before you guys leave! Just leave me alone!" I snapped at Ashton.

I then heard nothing but silence.

Finally I heard light footsteps leaving my room. I sighed. I felt bad for snapping at Ashton it's just, I wanted to be alone. I mean I'm sure he'll understand. No he won't. He won't understand that his girlfriend is a bitch. I am embarrassing myself. He clearly doesn't like me and I'm chasing after him. I'm still going on this camping trip but maybe... Maybe I should just avoid him the whole time.

I got up and and looked in the mirror. I looked like a mess. My eyes were red and puffy and I had tear stains on my cheeks. I waited a few minutes before finally leaving the bathroom.

This is probably for the best.

A/N:// Sorry I haven't updating in a while. I just started school again and I've been getting tons of homework. Anyways I'm sorry for making this chapter so depressing. I hope you guys like my fanfiction so far! Anyways I love you all and you are all beautiful xx