Undeniable (Feitan x Reader)

Chapter 12: Remember Your Sins

Without asking, Feitan scooped you from the sofa and carried you tightly in his arms.

"Let me go! I'm not a child!" His hands squeezed you, He was strong.

"Please stop. I don't want to hurt you."

Without even looking at Hina he made his departure from her apartment.

"Hey! Where are you going! Bring her back!" Hina yelled, trying her hardest to follow him in her flip flops.

Feitan turned around swiftly and locked eyes with your furious friend.

"I thank you for being a good friend to her. I need her to talk to me. Don't get in my way." His eyes narrowed and then turned back around to speed away. He only saved his "please" for you and only you.

"Don't hurt her asshole!" she spat as you and he disappeared from her sight.

"I wasn't avoiding you." You rotated your head, not wanting to meet his eyes.

"Yeah, of course not" he said playfully mocking you.

The rest of the trip was accompanied by silence. Feitan couldn't understand why you would run from him, what did he do wrong? After he waited for over 15 minutes for you to open the door of your apartment, he once again picked your locks and saw that you were not there. You weren't answering your phone intentionally, so he had asked for the help of Shalnark to track down where a certain employee who happened to be your one and only friend lived.

Arriving at the destination, he quickly unlocked the door and kicked the door open.

This wasn't your place. "Where are we?"

A few seconds later he placed you on a bed. It was dark outside and so was the room.

"This is. Where I live."

The room was neat but there were not many possessions insight. Feitan, being a wanted criminal was always on the move, and having a lot of things would make that difficult.

"You know I have legs, right? I can walk." You crossed your arms.

"I like this new attitude. Please tell me you bite back." He smirked.

He sat next to you, and the tension in the air began to rise.

"Feitan. I didn't want to do this now. I wanted to give myself some time to think, but since you forced me to confront you about it, I guess I have no choice."

He already knew what you were about to ask. Ever since the auction, the members of the Troupe had been on high alert. They knew what seven of them looked like, and they could never be too careful. It was only a matter a time before you, a Pro Hunter working in Yorknew would find out the truth about him.

"Were you responsible for killing innocent people, children?!" you pleaded, the pain in your eyes was obvious.

He took a second to answer. His crimes were never something he had to face directly. "You do what you do, and you never look back" is what he would tell himself time and time again. But now he had to face you, and answer for his sins.

"Yes. Mostly indirectly. I never meant to kill children. But we were under the boss's orders. When I start killing it's hard to stop."

Memories flashed before his eyes. Screams, pleads, blood, lifeless eyes. He never had to understand why he killed, but now sitting in front of the woman he cared so deeply for, there was nothing left to do but confront it.

You knew exactly what you had to do. Everything you had been taught was pointing to the same conclusion. "You have to leave him."

"I can't bring myself to hate you, or even resent you. All I feel in my heart when I look at you is warmth. My feelings for you only get stronger." Even though you knew what was right, you couldn't bring yourself to do it. You only wanted to be with him, no matter what he had done.