"Ma'am ready na po lahat. Andito na rin lahat ng fans mo."
Tumango ako sa aking manager at nag ayos na ng aking sarili.
This is my first ever concert here in Mall of Asia. Marami na akong nagdaan na concert pero sa mga maliliit lang na stage ako nagpeperform dahil hindi naman ako ganoon kakilala ng mga tao.
I'm just a Filipino singer that has countable fans. But when I start acting and modeling, I got recognized by many people.
I didn't expect this people that idolized me but also I have a haters and bashers too and its common. I dont know why I enter showbusiness. Maybe I was desperate to someone?
I preferred so many performance to this concert so that my fans would be satisfied and dont have regret after the concert.
Nasa backstage pa ako at kinakalma ang sarili bago tumungtong doon. I was nervous because it was my first time seeing those thousands of fans.
Naririnig ko pa ang host na nag eentertain sa mga fans para hindi sila maboring and finally
"Please welcome Miss Adison Joson" ang host sabay palakpakan at nakakabinging sigawan ng mga tao.
Pagkaakyat ko ng stage ay mas lalong lumakas ang mga hiyawan ng mga tao.
Napangiti ako dahil sa mga suportang binibigay nila. Kumaway ako sa crowd bago kinuha ang mic sa host.
"Good evening everyone!" Bati ko sa mga fans. I didn't expect this fandom, im gonna cry.
Im about to say something again when I saw a familiar face. He was wearing a cap so people won't recognize him and he was sitting in vip. Now, my tears fall down to my cheeks and I wipe it as soon as possible. Its still hurt here
"Awww" the crowd when they saw my tears. Maybe they think that im crying because of their overwhelming support and love. Hell no!
Our paths never cross ever again since I enter showbusiness so this is the first time I see him again. Why do I have to see him this time? Fuck, why now?
Hindi ako nagpatalo sa aking emosyon at tinuloy ang concert. Hindi na ako tumingin pa sa kanya para hindi na ako ma distract sa presensya nya. Ano ba kasing ginagawa nya rito.
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