Don't title our love (BxB)

Chapter 5

Nick

What the hell was I thinking?! God, I must be an idiot! I mean bro, I mixed fantasy with reality!

I ran out of Liams house and across the road, tingles and warmth still present on my lips. When I reached my door I halted my movements. I turned back to look at Liams house just right across the street from mine.

Negative thoughts started to fill me as I bit my lip a blinked back the tears wanting to escape. What will he think of me now? He's going to hate me. He going to think I just want to experiment with him. What have I done?

I turn back around and open the door to my house. The house was dark and quite, seeing its 1:30 AM. After taking off my shoes, I tip toe to my room, hoping to not wake my parents up.

Once I'm in my room I strip down to my boxers and flop on my bed. Thoughts reluctantly turning back to Liam.

His lips were so smooth, soft, and sweet. The wave of tingles I felt when my lips landed on his, his body heat radiating off of him. The feeling of his fingers in my hair and his body pressed against mine. There was this look in his eyes that I couldn't quite put my finger on when I pulled back.

I felt my boxer-briefs tighten a bit, when I think back to Liam's panting figure, fresh hickeys forming on his neck and slightly exposed collar bone and shoulder. A hint of want In his eyes.

I cursed under my breath, knowing it would be wrong to jerk off to your best friend. But yet you know it would be 10 times better cause you know they are the one you want to spend your life with, the one you have wanted to hold in your arms, the one you want to kiss all over their body's, but then you realize you will probably never get to do that in real life.

I spend I few moments debating and finally I just gripped my erection through my boxers before I could change my mind.

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I wake up to my alarm going off to signal it's time to get ready for school. I groan when I realized the weekend couldn't have gone any faster. I haven't even figured out what I would say to Liam...

I rolled out of the bed and into the bathroom to shower and to do the rest of my morning routine. Once I was finished with my morning routine, I didn't feel like eating because the guilt I felt in the pit of my stomach from last night caused me to not have an appetite. So, I just walked to school, dreading the day to come.

I sigh and ruffle my hair as I came to the conclusion I would just avoid or ignore Liam until I figure out what I'm going to say to him.

When I come up to the school, I sigh once more, hoping the day would go smoothly.

So, I know it's a bit cringy, but I'm hoping I could do better in the future but in the mean time.

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