Is that all I am to you? Karasanos backup setter!? (Oisuga)

Messed up

Sugamama pov-

I was walking around to the back of they gym looking for daichi. I didn't expect what I saw, it was daichi and yui making out right there.

I ran home and didn't look back, I didn't even get my bag.

The next day~

I showed up at school throwing everyone a fake smile, when I got to practice I did the same thing.

The only person who noticed was yuu, he marched right up to me and dragged me to the corner "what's up with you and your fake smile?" I subconsciously looked over at daichi "he's dating yui" I said while sniffling.

Noya took me over where daichi was and said "suga is going home for something important" whole glaring at daichi, this caught everyone's attention

Noya was mad. Really mad. Anyone could tell just by looking at him. See he's actually more like a best friend to me than daichi is.

On top of everything yuu does for me he's always been there for me.

Daichi looked confused "why"
"I-" noya interrupted me "it's none of your business" he growled, oh shit he snapped at him. Noya May be short but he's hella scary.

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I skipped practice and school for a week before coming back because I didn't want to see daichi but I decided to go to school today because I don't want to fail.

I walked in the gym at morning practice and the gym went quiet. That is until nishinoya jumped on me causing me to fall over

*thud*

We laughed and then daichi came up to me "where were you" He asked a little annoyed

"I was sick" I said shooting a small glare at him "well don't you think you could've gotten better, faster? We need you to play for the team when kageyama isn't here!" He said with an attitude

Everyone looked at him confused because he never gets like this especially not at me

"I've fucking had it with your shit daichi. I was sick, mentally and I didn't even get a 'are you ok' from you! You were supposed to be my best friend not someone who uses me for volleyball! I fucking hate you! Go FUCK yourself! I'm done with volleyball. do you hear that? I QUIT. I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!"

After I lashed out I ran out of the gym, heading home once again.

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It's been 1 month since I went to school. My mental stage has gotten worse.

I grabbed my phone and looked through my photos. I saw a lot with me and my favorite friend ever, oikawa

I miss him, I wonder how he's doing. It's been so long since I hung out with him. I continue looking at the photos and start tearing up, I really do miss him

We were goofy together
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Some people even said we acted like a couple by how close we were, we hugged a lot too

only kageyama knew we were best friends, I didn't bother to tell anyone else. I don't really know why we stopped talking and hanging out as much but I wish we never did.

I can't keep missing school. I've decided to switch schools since I still don't want to see him

I chose to go to seijo, oikawas school oF course. I hope he's exited when he sees me like I will be, I'm going to try to get the principal to put me in his class.

However I'm not going to be playing volleyball.

I decided to go to the gym and tell everyone

*i entered the gym*
Everyone except him came up to me crying and hugged me, after they let go I told them my plans. They were all sad except him especially yuu "don't forget me please. I hope I see you again and don't forget I love you and I always will" I said to him before I started walking out

Before I was out of sight I heard him reply "I love you too and I'm going to miss you so much" He then ran up to me and squeezed me while sobbing in my shoulder

Well in a week I'm starting my new life

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Ok I know I need to stop starting new books but I can't it's too fun