Not Your Therapist

Part 27

Josh POV

Ed pushed me in with slight force, he never left my lips. My hands snaked up his neck giving him full consent. I never wanted to leave him now. I couldn't leave him now. My patience was hanging by a very thin thread.

"Hm.. " I caressed my left feet up his leg sensually. He gripped my under thigh making me jump softly on his waist.

I wasn't very heavy, he could lift me with one hand, apparently seeing his physic. I moaned at his gripping hands.

His hands held me firm against his body as he dominated my mouth and I gladly allowed him. I was long gone. I was lost.

I pulled away for breath and he instantly cupped my cheek. I looked at his drift eyes like he was high. I smiled.

He was confused and kissed me again, pushing his tongue in, like he didn't want to lose me. I pulled away again. He was worried now.

I placed my hand on his flushed cheeks, "Ed, I am going nowhere. " I smiled at his pout and kissed it softly.

He sighed with relief and walked towards the bedroom. I hugged him, nesting my face in his hot neck. It felt he had a fever but I guessed that we were both hot by the act.

He grabbed me like I was feather light and kissed my neck softly. I smiled involuntarily.

We reached the bed and he placed me on my soft bed slowly. I looked at him nervously breathing deeply.

We both knew, we were nervous. It was my first time in six years. I didn't know about Ed. Did he ever sleep with anyone in these years? Did he wait for me like I did? It was unfair to question him as he never knew I loved him all these years. He never knew anything.

My breath hitched. He looked at me like he was looking at me for the very first time. He stood there, just staring at me and I was getting so nervous and anxious. Did he change his mind?

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked him with shaking hands on my sides. My breaths were warmer and so was my skin. My skin was burning. My eyes were shyly looking at him.

"Just how beautiful you are" His breath hitched. "And how I couldn't see that all these years.. Let me see you please. It has been six years.. You have no idea.. " He shook his head with his hand in his hair.

I teared up, stretching my shaky hand towards him. I was literally trembling. He softly touched my fingers and I enveloped his fingers with mine.

I sat up, slowly making him sit beside me. He sat side of me with his eyes closed, tears rolled down his cheeks.

I moved towards his face, kissing the tears slowly, he opened his eyes, blinking twice. I smiled kissing him again softly with love. I placed my forehead on his and breathed.

"I am sorry.. I am sorry to make you wait..I am sorry to have done that to you..But I never stopped loving you. Never.." I whispered against his skin.

"Don't push me ever again..Don't lie to me..And don't ever ever sacrifice yourself for me" He placed his hand on my neck, gripping it harder. I shook my head as I cried.

"Don't deny me now.. " He said softly as our hands were intertwined.

"Never.. " I smiled with my tears.

He placed his lips on mine as gentle as possible while I pulled him towards me backwards.

I fell on the bed softly as I guided him to hover over me. Our tongues swirled and woven together in the perfect harmony.

It showed love, purity and desperation to be one after longing forever.

I was crying while I kissed him passionately, I let him take me in his arms. I let him take me to his world. To his maddening, crazy, lovable world.