See ya!(Kuroken)

Bon, je ne fais aucun sens

Are we normalizing that?

After school, Kuro wanted to go buy a pack of pocky so I followed him.

"I'm taking the chocolate flavoured ones, what about you?" He asked me as he hugged me from the back.

"I don't have money on me Kuro, you know I came here because I don't like going home alone." He tightened slightly his grip around me, I felt safe and warm so I can't complain.

"I'm asking which one will you take because I'll buy you some,-.." he was about to add something but didn't. Good thing I'm not curious about that.

"Alright, the strawberry ones." It's no big deal if he insists. It's not a lot of money and I'll pay him back.

"Okay, you don't need to pay me back. If you do..then we'll have to try that thing people do with a pocky." I tilted my head at him with a perplexed look.

We got back and I invited him to come because I like his presence..I also want to think about something else instead of my parents coming back soon. They know I'm too lazy to do anything on the average level, that's why they got such high expectations of me. They're trying to force me into their way of living.

"Here" I handed him some money and he sighed.

"It's a gift Kenma. Take it, no money needed."

"Ugh alright." I bit my lip before we sit on the sofa eating while watching something.
"Hey what was the thing you were talking about back there?"

"What? The pocky thing?" I nodded and he raised his eyebrows. "You know when people use a pocky-it's a challenge I think or something like that. You know what I'm talking about?"

"..nope"

"They put the each edge of the pocky between their mouths and eat all they can to get the smallest length of the pocky. I've been wanting to try it out but Bokuto says it's a lame challenge"

"I mean he's right" I added teasingly and he smirked.

"Well since earlier you tried to pay back, do you want to try it?"

"Ehm.." it can't be bad right? It's just a challenge and Kuro is a fan of them.
"Okay fine"
He looked surprised but smiled.

"Alright, let's start" He picked a pocky from my pack and I shrugged it off.
He placed an edge between my lips and the other in his.
I was fine until I glanced up at him. Why are our face so close?
Why is he looking at me like that?
Why am I blushing?
Why is my heart already pounding awfully loudly inside my chest?
I gulped and realized he was getting closer.
I panicked and froze. I watched as he got dangerously close to me. Our nose were already about to touch so I tilted my head to the side.
He stopped about two centimetres apart from my lips. A whine came out of my lips unexpectedly and he froze. What do I do?
I bit a little part of the pocky and it was enough for our lips to connect. I clearly really did that for personal reasons, one of them being that he was being selfish to eat all of it, okay? Okay.

He ate the part that was in between his teeth and we started kissing.
My hands reaching out to his hair, he had a hand on my cheek, our tongues starting shyly to play with each other before dancing sensually together. I gasped for air and we locked eyes.
I was red with no doubt, but there was no way I could hide it anymore. His eyes just told me to keep doing it. I licked my lips as I panted and glanced back at his.

No words were exchanged, just quick glances until I permanently averted my eyes from him.

"It's just a kiss" I said calmly.

"..Ehm- yeah well it sure was a platonic one to you." I heard him mumble that but I really didn't want to dwell on this incident.

"I'm tired" I stood up and went to my room. He'll leave if he wants to, I don't want to see him right now.

"Okay good night" His voice came out uncertain, it's not like him. I already hate this. We're friends so a simple make out session shouldn't be a problem. It's platonic. I could do it with anyone, I just have something with people being close to my face. I hate it. Kissing is different but mouths aren't so clean either. Kuro is just lucky I didn't harshly push him away.
I'm not gay, but I can't say that I'm very attracted to girls only. I feel like it's all or nothing, I haven't figured that out yet. Sometimes I like it sometimes I find it utterly disgusting. I fantasize and then start wondering why do people even like that.
I hate people.
I can't say I like Kuro so much right now.

"I gotta leave! See ya!"

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