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Sunsets feel so plain and calm

I was walking down the road, head full, mind empty, the weather was pretty nice since it was warm with some wind. However I knew that soon enough it was gonna rain, I had known before even getting out of my house. I thought I would have to deal with it because I was too lazy to bring anything with me, anyway I'm trying to learn to enjoy it instead of putting on something. It's a weird goal but I'm looking forward to it.

I'm listening to music, it's been quite a while since my ears have been blessed like this. I'm feeling overly happy and excited about walking alone like this, around this hour with music. It feels familiar but I still have to add the fact that I was filming myself sometimes and talking on my phone when I got suspicious. Sometimes I got scared by nothing but just my thoughts, or I would be indifferent by all of it.

Suddenly, I got a call. I didn't answer it knowing it can't be anything important but then it called again once it had faded out.
I had enough and picked it up.

"Hey"

"Oi Kenma where are you?"

"Why?" I asked back feeling defensive.

"Wait can we FaceTime?"

"Huh? Obviously not" I got a little pissed. I often feel that way when I start thinking that maybe he wants to see my face but why would he? It's like creepy but I don't think it's creepy it just makes me uncomfortable. It's just me though, but it's his fault.

"Hah? Why?"

"I'm occupied"

"Okay will you be back soon?"

"Maybe-how do you know I left?"

"I mean I'm right here in your house. Don't worry I won't touch anything I'll just wait for you in your bedroom, alright?"

"Sure"

"Okay, stay safe kitten I hope to see you soon"

"Bye" he hung up and I only thought about how weird his goodbye was. Let's call it original.
I continued my walk and eventually got bored.
"I'm home!" I said loudly expecting Kuro to hear.
I sighed and rubbed my temples.
When I noticed Kuro wasn't here, I walked into my room only to see him playing with some stray cat.
"Why did you bring it here? My parents don't want any hair laying around." I used it as an excuse to make him move.

"I thought you wouldn't mind? Anyway I've waited so much!" He answered before opening the window letting the cat out. I eyed the guy with a questioning glare. "Yeah so I thought about something"

"Hmm go on"

"Can we still kiss but not platonically?" My eyes widened slightly. I shouldn't be surprised anymore, this isn't any normal friendship. At least, not as I know.

"What..do you mean?" I frowned a little with a gulp.

"I mean.." He got closer to my bed-where I sat- and he leaned in. I did panic and get scared, causing me to move back wards until I reach my wall. Is this really happening? What's with my heart? It's like it's racing a marathon right now. What does he mean by that? I know I'm blushing but I'll brush it off or I might explode.
"Can I?" He mumbled close to my lips as I felt his breath brush against my skin. I gave him a swift nod.
Kuro pressed his lips softly on mine for three seconds, still not letting me time to process the informations.
"Kiss like this," He paused to cup my cheek in one hand to caress it softly afterwards. I saw his eyes have sparkles in them as he looked at me, I only saw those when he talked about chemistry before. Now I'm getting used to it slowly, I'm scared, but I feel so safe when I'm close to him. "..but without the platonic part" I swallowed looking away from his gorgeous eyes, I just felt a bit shy. I huffed and rolled my eyes.

"For real that didn't help Kuro" I looked back at him who held a cute smile as he stared back.

"It's alright Kenma, just know that there might be something more than friendship here.." He ended up saying that before letting himself fall on me, putting on arm around my back and the other tangling my hair as his face hid in the crook of my neck. This position now always feels so natural and comfortable.
I felt my heartbeat increase a little like usual as I glared at his fluffy looking hair. I decided to start massaging his head with one hand and let us relax.
Then it finally hit me, he really said what I just heard? Is he perhaps insinuating love? The great old Love? For real? Or is it just me because I really do think that's what he meant. Maybe I'm too stubborn to admit it.

"Hey kitty," He looked up and I grabbed his chin looking at him in the eyes. "May I ask you what's up?"
He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

"Huh?"

"Tell me" I whispered beside his ear before landing kisses on his jawline to his mouth. He seemed taken aback at first but then smiled into the kiss that soon became a messy make out session with saliva dripping from both of our mouths. Not super hygienic at all but it was hot. Kuro was hot.

"I believe in Kenma supremacy" I chuckled and almost chocked.

"I do too" I smirked making him laugh.

"So you wanted me to tell you what's up, right, kitten?" I just stared at him and blinked twice.
He got closer which had to be expected but I unfortunately wasn't ready for that. Kuro dragged me under him so he gently pinned me on the bed before leaving pecks everywhere on my face each one making me feel warm and fuzzy inside. Even on my eyelids. "I just really like everything about you, that's what's up Kenma" He whispered breathlessly before going towards my neck, licking a long stripe of it so suddenly. I jolted and became a red tomato before obviously stuttering anything that could come out, gently pushing him away. I rolled on my side and hid my face.

"H-hey don't do stuff like that so suddenly you cute idiot" I managed to say as I got calmer.

"Oh- right I'm so sorry Kenma!" His apology was somewhat cute so I couldn't resist taking him in my arms tightly to cuddle.

"It's alright though I'm tired, let's just rest for now" I mumbled getting while comfy with him.

"But I have to go back-"

"You sure?" I raised my eyebrow even though he couldn't see.

"Yeah" I shrugged and let him go as I undid my arms around him without any more words exchanged.
Once I did, I noticed how reluctantly he was moving back before plopping back down on me making me groan.
He didn't say anything but just rubbed my belly in circles as a comforting way to deal with the slight pain.

"You- ugh okay now I'm not letting go" I declared with determination.

"As you should kitten" He replied giving me a wet kiss on my collarbone.

"Aah-" I shut my mouth as soon as it came out, noticing how Kuro had froze as well.

"Oop- sorry hehe"

"Sh-shut up"

12:00AM

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