𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐆𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒

CH12- THIS WAS NO ACCIDENT

⚠warning⚠: swearing, degrading words

The blaring sound of an alarm sounded through the already dimly lit room. (Y/N) scooted closer to the warm figure laying beside her.
Warmness? I sleep alone...

She fluttered her eyes open and lifted her head to inspect what was so warm beside her. Tiredly noting it wasn't her room nor her alarm, still blaring since no one had turned it off. She looked to see the person's face and saw a head full of brown hair along with easily recognizable facial features.
Why am I sleeping with Ryan? Why am I not in my room? Is this his room? Is this his bed?!

She jumped out of Ryan's bed and looked down at her clothes, her arms being the first, making sure they were covered enough. She looked towards the bed, as Ryan moved closer to where she had remained the previous night and patted her side when he felt nothing. He slowly opened his eyes to be met with empty grey sheets and a frantic friend, trying to recall what had happened the previous night for she had not the best memory at times.

"Well hey, (Y/N). I see you're awake. How'd you sleep?"

"Fine. Just fine and dandy. Excuse me for being so rude but, w-what did we do last night? I mean, my clothes are on and so are yours but, I can't remember anything and-"

"Hey, hey. Calm down. We didn't do anything. Look over there," He pointed a finger to the mound of blankets and single pillow on the floor where he had been sleeping for a while,
"I was sleeping there and you were having a nightmare so, I got up to check on you. And you asked me to stay. I stayed until you fell asleep and well, I must be fallen asleep with you."

(Y/N) gave a look of relief and sighed, her memories now coming back to her. She ran a hand through her hair and laughed, "Oh good, I'm glad we didn't do anything." He laughed with her, making her blush. Stop blushing.
He leaned towards his desk, finally stopping the horrid sounds of the alarm and pronouncing peace to their ears. He looked at the time, 7:30.

"(Y/N), we have to go! We have 20 minutes to get ready, go to school- we're going to be late!" Ryan jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom closing the door, styling his hair, brushing his teeth and hurrying out of the bathroom. (Y/N) grabbed the pants she had used the night before, and walked into the bathroom, slipping into them and washing her face. She went out and had her hand grabbed in the process, Ryan pulling her downstairs, pulling her downstairs. He grabbed a set of keys, making it jangle as he did so, and bolted out the door.
Approaching the car that matched the set of keys he grabbed, he opened the door to the passenger seat, letting (Y/N) get inside before running around to his side and starting the car.

He quickly drove out to reach her house, letting her get out and do what she had to.

(Y/N) went inside, quickly changing, braiding her hair, putting perfume on, and grabbing her bookbag. She started to rush out until a shiny object caught her eye. She took it in her hands, examining the blade, and quickly pocketed it in her bag, hurrying down the stairs and locking the door, sitting down in the car. Ryan looked up from his book, smiling quickly, and put the car in reverse, driving to the school.

Wow, he really has no idea I have the blade.
How does it feel? Finally being able to do stuff for yourself? I know you're going to cut. You need it, you worthless bitch.
It feels wrong.

"What's with the frown?" (Y/N) looked over to see Ryan looking at the road, taking small glances at her.
"Oh nothing. It's just early." Ryan chuckled.
That's a nice sound. I want to make him laugh again.
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Hi! I am terribly sorry I haven't updated! I've been so busy with homework, worrying about the election (not anymore),had writer's block, and spending as much time as I can with my sister since she's been here.
Happy November! I hope you have a nice day. I will try as hard as I can to update more often! I love you all, stay safe!

-Dana ❤