Astra

Chapter 7

Chapter 7: It's a Prank

"Hi Ms. Astra Scarlett Constancia,we meet Again"sabi nya after nyang basahin ung form ko.

"Hello po"kabadong sambit ko
"You may take your sit"sabi nya

Ngumiti ako

"Ok, you can tell me"sabi nya saakin
"Kase po,this past few days,pansin ko po na katulad ng dati, I keep on crying, gabi or madaling araw man, then overthinking always hitting me,And also tila nawawalan na ko ng interests at my Hobbies or what And .."pambibitin ko

"And?"tanong ni Dra.
"Kanina,Nong nagkakasiyahan po kami,may nagshow up po sa mind ko,naka tulala po kase ako non"sabi ko
"Ano ung nagshow up?"tanong  ni Dra.

"Isang babae na nakabigti, Nong una po akala ko ibang tao, baka she needs me pero nong nakilala ko po siya, It's me po"sabi ko

Napabuntong hininga si Dra. Hinawakan ang kamay ko

"Iha, Do you really want to know your situation?"tanong ni Dra.
"Of course po"sambit ko
"Just by yourself?"paninigurado ni Dra.
Tumango tango ako

"In your situation, you're kind of Depressed my dear, that's why you feel sad,you feel lonely and the feeling that you're blaming yourself from what happened on your past and you're Mad at yourself for not aiming the expectations you want to have."sabi nya
Napaawang ang bibig ko sa narinig ko

"How can I treat this po?"tanong ko
"You can Actually treat your Depression,when you're going to under go session,in that session uh palalabasin natin lahat ng sakit at galit sa puso mo, and you can also drink the medicine na irereseta ko sayo nakakatulong un para mas mabawasan ang iyong Depression."Sabi saakin ni Dra.
"And, Pls. Tell this to your Mom or to your Dad and to your friends, wag mong labanan mag-isa ang Depression, Mahirap makipag laban sa Depression ng walang karamay"sabi nya

"Maniniwala ho ba sila saakin kapag sinabi ko po na meron akong Depression?"sabi ni Dra.
"Oo naman iha, of course, It's better na malaman ng parents mo and your friends, when it comes to Depression like this,hindi natin masasabi kung ano ang maari mong magawa, and I'm not pushing you to do that. I want you to fight,"Sabi ni Dra.
Tumango ako

"Bibigyan kita ng reseta ng iyong gamot,you can only take this when your full ok?hindi mo pwedeng inomin ito kapag walang laman ang tyan mo."sabi nya
"Noted po"sabi ko

Nagbigay na sya ng reseta ng gamot ko
After that, binigyan nya na rin ako ng gamot ko,naka bottle.
Tas non nagbayad na ko.
Agad na kong nagpaalam,

I'm kind of Depressed na pala,so that's why.
I understand,

Pwede na rang akong magstart uminom.

Pero naalala ko na I haven't eaten my breakfast yet
Tinignan ko ung oras ko sa relos ko and it's already 10:30 am
So pumunta muna kong jollibee and kumain muna ako don,
After that,
Uminom na ko.

Nagpasundo ako kay Mang Ambo para pumunta sa Dance Room.
Agad namang dumating si Mang Ambo
I smiled at him

Pagkarating namin doon sa Dance Room

Lumundag ang puso ko Ng makita ko ang mga pinsan ko sa Father side.
Sa father side kase puro lalaki and I'm comfortable with them.

"Scarletttttt!"sigaw ni kuya Shin.

I smiled at them and hugged them one by one.
"Ay laki laki nya na oh,"sabi nmn ni kuya Jasper.

Anim sila actually.

After I hugged them,
Ginulo nila ung buhok ko.

Dumiresto na ko kanila Zander

"Hi"bati ko't ngumiti
"Antagal mo ha,saan ka galing?"tanong nila
"Sa bahay"palusot ko
Tumango nalang sila