HIS PERSONAL MAID book 1 (completed)IN LOVE AGAIN

Chapter 22: don't ever leave me.

Carla's pov

I was just blinking my eyes as he kept unleashing blows on Kim jeong gyu.

. "Why don't you go ahead and kill me I won't be surprised if you keep killing everyone just for someone who's already dead.." jeong yelled as Dawson was pointing the gun at him now.

"Don't dare me cause I might just do it.."

.. "please don't that's okay..." i said as tears was streaming outta my eyes.

I just couldn't take it anymore, someone needs to stop him.
I darted inbtween them.

Dawson looked at me and his mode soften a bit, he slowly dropped his hands down.

"No matter how much you deny it... you killed Kim and just you know that this is not yet close to the finish line, so if I were you I'll run away, let's go Carla .." he grip my wrist and dragged me out.

He took me into his car and drove out of the mansion.
All the while I kept staring at the wind screen really hurt and angry with
Thousands of thought running through my mind.

"What's going on Jennie? Why were you in jeong custody??" Dawson suddenly asked and I sniffed that was when I realized I've been crying.

"Don't you think I should be asking that question?? I asked hiding my anger

. "I got involved in a situation I knew nothing about? Your brother was asking me to provide the him the evidence regarding Kim's death and next what I saw was a mortal combat between two brothers and then what??

Someone was going to die right in front me. So with all that don't you think I should be in the position to be asking that kind of a question??" I seethed and he drifted his gaze towards me, I just looked away until we finally arrived at his mansion.

I hopped down as soon as he alighted walking straight into the mansion.

I hadn't gotten halfway when he gripped my hands and threw me back.

"Let go off me please" i said still walking into the mansion obviously annoyed

"Please wait up Carla am sorry I didn't mean to get you involved in my issues with jeong " He said with pleading eyes.

I just really wanna ask him how he sees me as but I can't voice it out.

"So all people says about you was true? That you are a monster? That you have a problem in controlling your temper? You were even gonna kill your very own blood for someone who is dead?? Was she that important?" I voiced out not even knowing when I have to say that.

"You know I hate that I thought you were a whole different person now but you are not and If you could that to your own brother, how much more me??" I said and wanted to leave but he gripped my hands and threw me back.

"You're different Carla, I won't hurt you, I'll never think of doing that.

Life pushed me into a total different person. I've dated so many girls but at some points it became so crystal clear they were all after my wealth cause I'm the sole heir to the KIMS enterprise being the first male child.

all the ladies wanna ride on my money, I found it so difficult to find true love with the believe that no one can ever love me I had to leave the life of a playboy.

I could have never settle down with any woman but things changed drastically when Joon hee walked into my life she seems to have already know everything about me as though she was an angel sent to me.

she made me fall in love deeply with her as she was showing me her good side and taking care of me but it was all game, she never loved me, she too was also after my property and Kim jeong gyu was behind the scene.

I made Jeong hee confessed everything when I caught them having sex right in my own house

That broke my heart into pierces, At the venge of going back to my lifestyle Kim again walked into my life and I loved her so much even more than I had

loved Joon hee but just few weeks to our engagement,

the plain that she boarded had a clash and everyone believed that Kim was dead but I refused to believe until I found her body so I had asked my informat to do the investigation and prove that Kim was dead.

I felt so devastated ever since then, everyone thought that I was insane, I made myself believe that maybe love is just not for me and I swear never to fall again that prompt my gross hatred for girls.

, but all those hurts mean nothing to me than the hurt I am feeling right now, the pain of having another

heartbreak and you know why..." he said and paused wiping his tears.

"it's because i just might fall in love again soon"

all along he had been crying.
I never even know what to say, he drop sad and walked away angrily leaving me in my thoughts.

OH mine!

What did I put myself into?? I made my boss spill something he wasn't supposed to??

What if he later use that against me?

I stared messing up my hair, I shouldn't have been that angry just because I was jealous!

I know I don't even stand a chance with my boss not even now that he made it clear that he can't fall in love, what we be he case I needed to go after him.

I looked for him everywhere around the house. I was almost giving up when I remembered something, there was a particular room in his room I didn't check. I decided to go in there and I met him sitting on a chair sniffing in concaines.

"What are you doing here??" He asked with a fiery eyes.

I rushed towards him and dragged the table away from him.

"Please stop doing this okay, I'm sorry for overreacting.. I'm really sorry.." I said lowly and he was reaching out for the table again but I restricted him.

" Don't touch me i am warning you just stare away.." he said and pushed me violently.
I know he was out of his own control now.

"Dawson I said I'm sorry, didn't you say you wanted to open your heart to find real happiness but how can you do it when you won't even give room for it.

You can still be happy no matter what happened, didn't you say give me the freewill to make you happy??

Do you think I ever broke that promise?? I'm here with you and believe me that even tho your world is clashing down there are still people out there who can make you happy I can make you happy.." I whimpered holding his cheek and he was just staring at me, I slowly spread my lips smiling.

Before I knew it he crashed his lips on mine.
My eyes popped out in shock. I pulled away immediately but he held me back and came bringing his lips to mine.

"Please stop it, you are under the influence of the drugs you took this is why you shouldn't have taken it.."

"Carla no you're wrong I'm just so tired of hiding my feelings inside of me,, I don't know how but I just find myself loving you.." he muttered
my heart jump.

No I didn't hear that right.

"What? Did you say??" I gasp and as if he got his senses back, drove his fingers into his hair.

"Ah! I-I-mean I'm sorry i want you to assure me that you won't break your promise, I just don't want you to..to leave me.." he corrected.

I smiled and I engulfed him into a hug and found myself smiling behind him.

I laid at my bath tub smiling at the ceiling, I can't believe he kissed me and he almost said it.. that one word.

Gosh while am I so excited about it... I screamed and started playing the water on the tub,, splashing it all over.

"Hey Carla keep on the low, you are being noisy, you gat to sleep on time cause we are going to my parents mansion tomorrow." I over heard my boss's voice and it startled me.

"Ah! Ah! A! Wait what did he just say?? That we are going to his parents mansion?? Oh no would there be another disaster??