"Y/n there's something I need to tell you" Jahseh spoke nervously
"I- hold on I made a song" he said pulling his phone out. He took out some AirPods and put them in my ears.
"You made a song?" I questioned
"Mhm" he hummed. He then clicked on a few things before music started playing in my ears.
•••
The song ended and I was in shock. I took the earphones out."What are you implying?" I questioned. He sighed and grabbed my hands. He looked deep into my eyes.
"Y/n I wanna be with you. I wanna be yo nigga and I want you to be my girl. You're fine as fuck and I get mad when other niggas talk to you because I want you to myself. I'll admit it.....I get jealous. I really do. When we were at the park and I said you were blind to the obvious.....I'm sorry about that. I was just getting irritated because I was throwing hints at you that I caught feelings but you weren't picking up on them. When we had that kiss it just made things worse for me. Y/n, I wanna be together. We could be the strongest couple out here. Every time we got into it, we always made it work. That's why this bond we have is so fuckin strong. I've had my eyes on you and only you. That's why I said "you're my only one". I wanna have a future with you, a beautiful life. I've slowly fallen in love with you. I love you so much Y/n. You don't even know how much I love you. I swear to fuckin god you don't. I promise you don't. I want you to be with me, a real nigga. I won't hurt you intentionally in any way. I want to show you how a real nigga loves a girl. I want to show you how a real nigga treats a girl. I want to give you the world and also protect you from the world. If anyone ever hurts you....I swear to god I will kill them 10 times worse than they hurt you. I always protect you anytime it's necessary but it will be on a whole different level. I want to call you 'my baby' and 'my love' and shit like that. I just want to have yo fine ass all to myself. I swear to god I'm not fuckin sharing. I'm selfish about you. All these fuck niggas need to back the fuck up.......so Y/n.......will you officially be mine" he confessed
"Yes" I responded. He smiled. He pulled me into a kiss. I kissed back. He pulled away. He pulled out a ring box. He opened it and took the ring out.
"Jahseh this is beautiful" I said
"Just like you" he slipped it on my finger
"I can't promise you that dark clouds won't hover over our lives or that the future will bring many rainbows.I can't promise you that tomorrow will be perfect or life will be easy. But I can promise you my everlasting devotion, loyalty, respect, and unconditional love for a life time. I can promise that I'll always be here for you, to listen to and to hold your hand, to always do my best to make you happy and make you feel loved. I can promise that I'll see you through and crisis and pray with you., dream with you, build with you, always cheer you on and encourage you. I can promise that I'll willingly be your protector, your advisor, your counselor, your everything. I promise I'll never break this promise" he looked deep into my eyes. I started tearing up. He wiped my tears and softly kissed my lips.
"I love you" I said
"I love you more" he smiled
"So......we're together now?" He questioned
"Yup" I answered
"Ok so from now on your mine and mine only. No other nigga is ever gonna get you because you're mine forever. We're never breaking up because we will always stand strong as one" he grabbed my neck and placed his forehead on mine. I nodded my head.
So cute ☺️🖤
And that's on periodt. No cramps though.