Y'all I was supposed to be going back to in person learning at school but I got an email and basically a staff member at my school got the corona so now we not going back 😭😭😭
I was having a good time at my aunt's party
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11:00pm
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We got in the car and left. I don't usually have my ringer on when I'm out with my family because it's family time. I got out my phone.
💍Babyboiii💍
I swear to god if you lied to me about a party to go see someone else🤬😤😡
7 more messages from 💍Babyboiii💍
11 missed calls from 💍Babyboi💍
Did he think I was cheating on him. The fact that he thought I was cheating on him broke my heart. Did he doubt my loyalty? So many things were rushing through my mind.
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We made it home. I got undressed and immediately called Jahseh. I closed my door so I could have some privacy. He answered immediately.
"Why the fuck weren't you answering me?" He answered the phone
"I-" he cut me off
"Y/n I swear to fuckin god" he spat
"Jahseh I-" he cut me off again
"If you went to go see another nigga Imma-" I cut him off this time
"Jahseh I wasn't goin to see someone else" I cried
"The fuck you cryin fo?" He questioned
"Cuz you're accusing me of cheating on you. It's not even in my heart to cheat on you Jahseh. That's never even a thought" I cried
"Then what the fuck were you doin?" He spat
"I was at my aunt's party and usually when I'm out with family I turn my ringer off cuz I'm with my family and don't wanna be distracted by my phone" I revealed. He was quiet. I then heard him sigh.
"I'm sorry baby. You're just fine as hell and there can be someone you find more attractive than me" he spoke
"No one is more attractive than you Jahseh" I assured him
"Thank you baby" he then thanked me
"Just wish you trusted me" I said quietly to myself
"Hm?" He hummed. I don't think he heard that.
"What?" I questioned
"I heard you say something quietly" he said
"Oh......I-it was nothing" I lied
"Baby tell me......You know I hate when you keep things from me" he said
"I just......I said 'I wish you trusted me'" I repeated
"I do trust you" he said
"Obviously you don't if you think I'm out seeing someone else" I say
"Baby, I wasn't thinking straight. I'm sorry you feel that way. I promise it wasn't my intention to make you feel a certain type of way but I do trust you. I really do" he assured me
"I don't have a single doubt in trust when it comes to you. I have so much faith in this relationship" he added
"I love you baby" he says
"I love you too" I said
"So you're not mad at me anymore?" I questioned
"No. I'm not mad at you baby" he assured me
"Okay" I said
"One thing I love about this relationship is that we always work things out. If we stay mad at each other it'll just make things worse" he says. I laughed and so did he.
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"Jahseh I watched this horror movie called 'Truth or Dare' and basically like there was a group of 8 friends and they went to this haunted house to play truth or dare. If you got truth then it was like 'you lie, you die' and if you got dare it was like 'do the dare or the dare does you'" I explained to him. I told him how all but 1 of the characters died. It was a long story.
"Damn. You makin me wanna watch that shit" he spoke
"I just realized you listened to me tell that long story and you didn't interrupt me once" I said
"I love hearing your voice. I love hearing you babble about things. It's so cute" he said. I laughed and so did he.
