First Installment for the MAYHEM series
"Innocence was never meant to be addictive."
Addiction has been a part of Kyson Montenegro's nature, and women, in particular have always been his favorite obsession. Being the lead singer in a band has its pe...
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When I woke up, Felicity wasn't beside me anymore. It sucked. But waking up in her bed with her smell enveloping me was pretty damn nice. If I couldn't wake up to her, then waking up in her bed with her pillow under my head was a close second. I had hoped I would wake up when she got up to get ready. I wanted to see her. Starting the day and not seeing her sucked.
I was in so deep. Funny thing was, I didn't give a shit. I would gladly drown in her if she'd let me.
For the first time in my life the hole that was always empty was full. I wasn't trying to find something to curb a desire I couldn't name. The unsatisfied feeling that had chased me and sent me from one addiction to another was gone. I was . . .
Satisfied.
I wanted to see my girl. My girl. I liked the way the words sounded. Letting her go was impossible. Hell, staying away from her for a few hours sounded like torture. I wasn't going to make it until this afternoon.
Rolling over, I inhaled her scent in the sheets before getting out of bed. I went to grab my shirt and decided I was going to leave that here. I wanted her sleeping in my shirts. The other one was going to have to go.
Getting a shower was important, then I was going to find her. I knew when her classes were today, and if I missed her at the college, I would head over to the church. The piece of notebook paper taped to the door caught my attention.
Kyson,
Good morning. Hindi na kita ginising kasi ang sarap-sarap ng tulog mo. Thank you nga pala sa pagsama mo sa akin kagabi. Parati akong komportable kapag katabi kita. Gusto mo pa ba akong isama sa Indigo mamayang gabi? Kung hindi naman, okay lang. Alam kong nagkaroon ng mga problema nang dahil sa akin. Wag kang mag-alala, nag-enjoy naman ako. Maraming salamat sa pagdala mo sa akin doon. Sana nakatulog ka ng maayos.
- Felicity.
Did I still want her to come? Chuckling, I shook my head. It was time I cleared some things up. It was my fault that she was so confused. I hadn't been clear with her, and I hadn't been sure this was what was best for her. I knew now it didn't matter anymore.
She was what fixed me. With her I wasn't broken.
A redhead wearing Sawyer's T-shirt was standing in the kitchen drinking a glass of orange juice when I opened the door.
